Lost in my parents shadow

Dead but still alive

I was shaking and even lost my appetite. Mum walked over to me and turned my sit around facing my back to the table. She stood in front of me with this terrifying look on her face, I got scared my legs couldn't stop shaking then all of a sudden my face was wet, crap I'm crying I told myself, I tried holding it in but it was too late.
" are you crying? " mum asked in a furious voice . I failed to reply again in fear of busting out into tears if I do. The out of no where came a flying hand right on my left chick , mum slapped me. Now both my eyes are tearing up, she asked me again.... But this time I just ignore her. She walked to her room, I thought that was it for today. I started praying hoping that she wouldn't come back out any time soon, crap I spoke to soon. She came out with what I call the belt of death, it's basically thick leather black belt with pointy studs on one side of body. As she toward me all I could think off is what I could do to the person who designed it. The worst part was that she has never used on me before. Which meant that this wasn't going to be pretty.