Faded Away

with him

Kate POV

after 2 hours traveling. nakarating narin kami by 3:40 and i breathe so hard 

hayyyyy salamat nakapunta din ulit and i think....... it is going to be the last time... :<

"kate? KATEEEE! Heyy? you alright love?" tanong ni jack ng nakita niyang nakatulala ako sa gilid at tinitignan ang view and our favorite spot

at bumalik ako sa katinuan 

" yes love im fine it's just namiss ko lang tong lugar hehe " sabi ko sakanya at napatango naman siya at ngumiti sa sinabi ko

" i know right love kasi last year pa tayo pumunta dito and we both missed the place and someday kasama naman natin anak natin dito and i can't wait that to happen" ngiti nyang sabi

" i cant wait too love hehe" ngiti kong sabi sakanya 

i wish i can love...sabi ng isip ko

 pine-prepare na namin yung mga gamit at pumunta na sa favorite spot namin eh 

im glad i bought my camera along with me as always lagii ko namang dala dala to pag aalis kami ni jack and i set it sa likod banda para kita view at pagkatapos namin magayos we took a picture and this is the result <3

It's for our memories that i won't forget for the rest of my life . 

and nagkwentuhan kami habang kumakain and i felt that im going to miss this guy, really so much :( 

im gonna tell you that i wrote a song that hits me and tomorrow im going to my music studio and i will record and cover and it's for him and someday he will listen to it. 

nagenjoy kami sobra but kailangan na namin umuwi it's almost 6pm and maaga pa kami for work. so nagready na kami at nagayos ng mga gamit and for the last time lumingon ako sa favorite spot namin and smile sweetly.

" ready to go love?" tanong ni jack napansin niyang nakatingin ako don sa pwesto namin

" oh yes love let's go i'm just going to miss this place" sabi ko sakanya

" we can come back here love dont worry mwa :*" sabi niya at napayakap ako sakanya and i know napatingin din siya sa pwesto namin and mukhang malungkot siya and i dont know why

sa pagyakap ko i know im going to miss his favorite scent, so manly and sweet :<

sa kabilang banda ... nakasakay na kami sa sasakyan and he started the engine and look at me smiling and i dont know why he smiled at me out of nowhere but i smiled back and touched his face 

" i love you " sabi ko sakanya

" i love you and i always will love " sinabi niya at nagdrive na way back home

after a long way we've had nakauwi din and pinasok na namin lahat ng gamit pero naisipan namin na bukas nalang ayusin at magpahinga nalang muna

at ayon pumunta na kami sa kwarto at nagayos narin ng sarili bago matulog. si jack naman ang nagaayos ng higaan and ready to sleep narin. Humiga na kami pareho and hugged each other and

isa lang nasa isip ko ngayon,with him

at ayun ang napakaswerte ko na meron akong katulad niya :>

kinabukasan**

today is the day! papunta ako ngayon sa studio to cover a song and its friday november 29 and konting araw nalang pasko na. 26 days nalang and Dec 2 is our 9th anniversary and im so excited

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ang pagkanta ko muli at nagulat ang mga tao sa studio dahil damang dama ko ang pagkanta na tilay may dinadamdam ako

--just missing you 

When I am by myself
Looking at photos and videos
That we took
I've been keeping them for so long
And with my broken heart
I see all the pictures of myself
Living life without you just feels so wrong

I want you to be here with me
I know it sounds crazy
I miss your laugh and I miss everything
We used to be
And even if it is just for a while
Then God please, give us the time
I can't deal with the reality
There's nothing left that I can do
'Cause my heart is just missing you

I tried everything
Every way I could forget you
Just so I can live my life without you, ohh
Nothing is the same
It's hard for me
To erase all of the memories I have with you

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and i smiled :) nung napakinggan ko ang kalalabasan