May 07, 2020
I broke my own heart,
shattered my own dreams
Trusted myself too much,
Gave myself too much credit
Why am i like this?
Why am i drowning myself
Why do i trust myself in making decisions
Why do i keep doing shit to myself
Im not suicidal, but I'm self destructive
My thoughts are drowning me in haze
I couldn't breathe, i cant think straight
Im losing me.. or is this the real me?
Im scared.. because im hurting
Im hurting because of my own doings
I hate myself.. i dont wanna be me anymore
I hate that I keep on hurting the people around me
My tears don't fall anymore
They don't symbolize my pain when i feel hurt anymore..
Instead, my mind starts bleeding
Crying the tears that my eyes refuse to show
Can i not be me anymore?
Can i refuse to be myself?
And if i cant..
Can i just end me instead?
YOU ARE READING
Whats on you mind?
Non-FictionA book written with words as a cry for help Grasping for something or someone to notice The desperate calls and battle cries On a venture where your heart and soul as a price
