My Princess

Chapter 3

-Kayden-

Deary Dairy

Today is the first day back at school , and I am not looking forward to it . I am now in my last year , How can I enjoy My life when the most two important are not there , How can move past it when the true is I am always going to be this way , not trusting people because I am to scared they will leave me like my mum and dad did , the only people I trust are my uncle and his wife , my best friend and my dad gang , they are the only people I have left . People say you should look forward to your last year in high school , but I am not one of those people , People are talking about what they want to do after school , what colleges they are going to . But I am just plain old me . I am not going to lie I will hate my dad for leaving me but he will always be my daddy and I always be his little princess and that not going to change . I never knew my mother she died when I was born . My uncle says she was a beautiful person with a great personality and also kept my father in check and she would of made a great mum . After my mum death my father changed he turned heartless and didn't let people in so easily , but when It came to me he loved me and made sure I was safe , my father gave my a best childhood but . I still remember that day when he said he promised he would be back but he never came back .

Its true what people say that you shouldn't let it ruin your life and you should look forward to your further , but I can't not when I don't have my mum and dad there with me helping me every step of the way , supporting me decision . helping me when I fall down and always being there . I know I have people in my life who love me and support me but they are not my parents and the will always be a massive hole in my heart .

Putting my pen down on my desk I let out a sigh , closing my dairy I looked over to my clock and it read 7.50 I still had an half hour before I had to leave . I was already dressed I was wearing , My hair was left down and I had a bit of make up on . Standing up from my chair , I picked up my dairy and put it under my pillow were no one would find it , you could say my dairy is important to me because It were I write down my feelings and my memorise of my father . Grabbing my bag and my phone I made my way over to my door and opened it stepping out on the landing I heard voice coming from downstairs , closing the door behind me .

Has I stepped of the last step I looked around , Walking over to the kitchen I saw my uncle sat down at the table talking to Tyler , Tyler is two years older then me he joined 4 years ago , He has brown hair and a nice six pack , my aunty was cooking breakfast and the rest of the gang was sat down in the own conversation .

'' morning '' I said to my uncle has I sat down , turning away from Tyler he smiled before saying '' Morning Babygirl , did you sleep well '' He asked , Nodding my head in response. My uncle doesn't call my princess because that what my daddy called me so he calls my baby girl or Kayden . My uncle carried on his conversation with Tyler .

Looking around the table I other heard someone talking about my daddy , trying to hold back my tears , one slipped from the coroner over my eye , quickly wiping it form my check before someone noticed .

My aunty walked over with a plate full of pancakes placing them down in the middle of the table , '' You can have two each '' My Aunty said , then she looked over to my and smiled '' Kayden can have three '' , I heard moaning coming from the others , I smiled at mu aunty '' Thank you '' . I picked up my fork and stab the pancakes and placed them on my plate . I took a bit and moaned at the taset my aunty makes the best pancakes.

When I was finished I looked at the time 8.20 , standing up from my chair I picked up my plate and walked over to the sink . Turning back around I saw that everybody was finished and started making the way out of the kitchen .

'' You ready '' My Uncle asked me .

Nodding my head I picked up my bag and phone , That strange I thought normally Lauren would of text me like she does every morning . Turing around I shouted a quick '' Bye to my aunty and walked out of the kitchen , following my uncle to the door he opened it and we walked out together.