His dreams, My wishes

First day...of a fight

There we were...so close to each other. Our lips literally about to touch.

'I can't believe this is actually happening!!' I thought to myself as we drew nearer to each other. I closed my eyes peacefully when I heard footsteps running closer to us. Oh no...please no...

"OIIIIII WHATS UP GUYYYYSSS!" Uratanuki and Sakata jumped at Mafumafu and I, so we quickly pulled our faces away and nervously looked in the opposite direction of each other.

"Hmm? Oh did we...interrupt something..?" Ura asked as he put his arm around me, smirking like the jolly head boy he was. "N-nah..." I dryly responded. Sakata jumped and sat in between Mafu and I. "Let's hangout! I wanna check out the cool light show by the plaza!! Can we?"

"N-no thanks, count me out." Mafumafu got up while looking all gloomy, I honestly couldn't blame him of acting in such a way..but I know now that he definitely feels the same way for me...that I like him and he likes me back.

"Ehhhh?! Party pooper! C'mon Mafu!!!~" Ura ran to him and tried tickling him but Mafumafu brush Ura away "d-did we honestly do something guys...c'mon...I-I'm getting worried now..." "same Uratasama, Oi Soraru say something-"

I had it. I couldn't hold it back anymore. "YOU RUIN EVERYTHING SOMETIMES YA KNOW THAT!" I wanted to stop but...I couldn't...and my yelling had caught Mafumafu's attention, causing him to turn around.

"Ya know, I'll admit it guys! I DO LIKE MAFUMAFU. L-like ALOT. And whenever we try to even have some sort of moment, you two just happen to show up and RUIN IT ALL!" "S-Soraruuuuuu~" "DONT SORARU ME URATANUKI!!"

I pushed him away as he tried to comfort me. Mafu on the other hand was crying. His eyes were red and his face had the expression of 'don't you dare say it' but I did.

"WE ALMOST KISSED ALRIGHT?!" "....?!" "H-huh..?!" Ura and Sakata's eyes widened and I stood there with my head down. That's when...

*step step* *step step* *step*

I raised my head after noticing Mafumafu's shoes in front.

*SLAP*

"....GH?!" "Why would you say that out loud?! Nobody should even know! Couldn't you tell that I didn't want you mentioning it?!" Mafu was trembling.

It definitely wasn't from the cold, he was angry. "W-well I'm sorry! How could I tell for sure how you're feeling?! You always do the same old reactions, ITS TOO HARD TO GET USE TO YOU!" ".....?!*hic* GAH! I can't stand you! I thought we were friends, our 'moments' should just be ours! Not the whole worlds! I FEEL LIKE I CANT EVEN TRUST YOU ANYMORE!!"

With those words, my heart ached. W-what did he mean...was he serious? I mean we only had a mini fight before but that was over a dumb game. Did his feelings and moments with me...really mean that much to him..?

Uratanuki and Sakata watched from a distance and were both shocked and also sad. "M-Mafu..." but before I could say another word. Mafumafu took off, running faster than I'd ever seen. "MAFU WAIT!" But he didn't even stop as I called out to him.

Months had past and it was now spring again...Mafumafu had avoided me everywhere. In school, the halls, lunch, even out in public he wouldn't acknowledge me and quickly walked away. Our moms tried to fix things but there was no hope even trying.

"He can't be mad at me this long!" I hit my head against my desk "ow!" "Ya should'a thought about whether that was gonna hurt or not before hitting it against the desk dummy!"

Uratasama was with me, sitting on his chair backwards and moving the few strands of hair out of my eyes. "Just trap him against the wall or something, like in those Yaoi anime's!!" Ura smirked as he said that. I glared at him and hit his head "are you stupid?! Sheesh! My life isn't like those anime's you watch!!"

He shrugged his shoulders and sighed "whelp i tried. Oh how about this!" Ura got up and out of no where, pulled out a girl skirt and put it on, while making tiny pigtails out of the bits of hair he had.

"Hehehe!~ oh Soraru~ pwease forgive me and lemme kiss you~" in a high pitch girl like voice, Uratasama pretended to be Mafumafu and taunted me as he moved like a girl too. "Cut it out!" I exclaimed "he's right Ura, it's pretty cringy" Sakata said as he walked in the classroom.

I looked up and sighed "did he say anything" I asked in a dull voice "nope..." Sakata replied "won't say a thing about ya dude, sorry.."

"Ya know that yaoi thing could still workkk~" "NOT HELPING URA" "gahhhh! Scaryyyy!!" Eventually I got the idea of getting Sakata to convince Mafu to go to our tree after school.

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The wind blew petals past me; some eventually landing in my hair. Why did I say that back then...why did I run...I'm so stupid.

So...selfish.
So what if they know.? It wouldn't change anything...so why..
Why..
WHY.
WHY DAMNIT!?

          "Soraru...I miss you...I'm too selfish right now...I just.. need you...I'm such a *hic* *sniff* a baby...*brawl* SORARUUUU ahhhh haaaaa wuaaaahhh!!" I not only need to apologize to Soraru but...Uratasama and Sakata too, for over exaggerating.

I got up slowly, he wasn't actually gonna show up anyways right? But just as I was going to walk down the hill, and barely passing the carved names 'SoraXMafu', he was there.

"Mafu!" He said with the saddest of eyes I've never seen before. I might've been difficult to understand from emotions but Soraru rarely showed any other than being happy around me.

Tears flowed down his red cheeks, as he stared at me from below. I couldn't help but cry too. "Sora-" but he stop me before I could finish saying his name, as he ran up to me and gave me the best hug ever.

So warm...
Oh how I've missed his hugs..

        I blushed and hugged him back. "Soraru im...I'm sorry!" "It's ok..." he said in a soothing voice. He stroked my head while removing something from it. "Heh, now you have a petal in your hair Mafu!" "Hehehe!"

We looked into each others eyes. "Soraru...I was...selfish and over exaggerated..like A LOT." "Like I said..." Soraru put his hand to my cheek and smiled softly.

I blushed even more; my face now entirely red. "Heh, you're cute when you blush, h-heck I'm blushing too.."

The wind blew again. It was nice. "Soraru...c-can we...attempt again..?" "Ehh?!" I chuckled "the k-kiss..." "oh..uh..yeah, let's.." we leaned in closer like before.

There was no Ura or Sakata around or anyone of that matter to interrupt us. And we finally kissed.

It was...exactly how I imagined it to feel like...and I enjoyed it.

        "Ah...so...that's what a kiss is like.." I said softly under my breath. Soraru nodded "not bad hehe" he chuckled and scuffled my hair. I took his hand and smiled.

"So~ra~ru~ let's walk home together, hand in hand! I don't care who sees us, because...."

I kissed his hand.

                    "I love you~"