I haven't talked to Lloyd in 4 days, ever since what happened with that Bella girl in the park I've been afraid to even face him. Lloyd's been trying so hard to explain to me and try to at least get me to listen to him about it, he's tried calling multiple times. He's tried texting but I've been ignoring every text he's sent. He's even tried coming over to my house.
I don't know why he needs to explain I get it fully, he was practising on me waiting for Bella to return. I mean how could I be so stupid to think he actually liked me? I'm a nobody, I'm not important or special I'm not pretty or talented. I'm way out of his league and I think Bella was just trying to show that to me. The look in her eyes just broke me in one hit.
"Dear open up." I hear a mumbled voice say on the other side of the door. I sigh and stand up sheepishly dawdling over to my door, slightly opening and peaking round it to see my mum standing outside. "Hey (Y/N), can we talk?" My mum says. I silently open my door and move to the side allowing her to walk through. I sigh and gently close my door.
"Honey, I'm worried about you. You won't even tell me what's going on." She says her eyes filled with worry. "Mum I'm fine really. Nothing happened." I couldn't tell mum what had happened with Lloyd. She would just say I'm wasting my time on him. "Will you at least go out and get some fresh air?" She says weakly as her hand is placed on my shoulder. "Sure Ma." I manage to squeak out. I don't want her to see how much I'm breaking inside.
She walks out the door, not before giving me a warm smile which I just had to return.
I walk over to my closet and open it, I take a pair of black leggings and a purple top out. I get dressed and walk over to my bed. I crouch down and pick up my slip ons, I put them on and look at my desk, Lloyd's hoodie. I pick the hoodie up and tie it around my waist.
I eventually walk out my door and go down the stairs. "I'll be back later mum, love you." I say as I open the front door and walk out.
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I lean my head against the tree and look up at the sky. I just can't believe all along lloyd was playing with me, why would he do that? Was I not good enough? I mean I know he's the green ninja and he could probably get any girl he wanted but I'm not completely useless.
I untie Lloyd's hoodie off my waist and hug it close to me. The smell reminds me of him, and his green lushes eyes. That dirty blonde hair, that muscular build, and his lips.... those soft lips. I kinda miss them. My fantasising was completely interrupted by a certain brunette. Jay. "Hey (Y/N)!" He waved while running in my direction. I averted my gaze and made eye contact with him. "Hey Jay." I say forcing a smile to spread across my face.
"Do you mind if I sit here?" "Not at all." I gesture to the spot besides me as he sits down and faces me. "I know what happened with Lloyd. And I wanna tell you something." "Do you have to?" I hate talking back but after what happened with him I'm not exactly interested. "Basically, I'm just going to get straight to the point." "Go on."
"Bella is one of his old old friends."
My jaw was half dropped, he had an old friend?Why would she get so defensive over me and him? Shouldn't she be supporting him? Shouldn't she be happy for him? "What?!" Is all I managed to spurt out in the middle of my question ranting. "They are long lost friends." He repeated. "I get that! But why was she saying they were dating?!" There was a tint of angriness in my voice and I could tell that Jay could see that. I felt bad for making him jump a little bit I just had to get it out of my system.
"Well, she always wanted to be with him. She wants to date him." Really?" I feel kinda bad now. "Does Lloyd like her back?" Maybe that question wasn't important at this moment in time but it still felt necessary to ask it. "Nope." He popped out the 'p' "He never has. And I don't think he never will. He's been waiting for the right girl, he seems to have think he found it. You." Me? Really Lloyd feels like he's actually actually found a girl he likes? And that girl is me?
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"His Green Eyes." ~ Lloyd Garmadon x Reader
ФанфикY/N is a 16 year old student about to attend Ninjago High. She expected a normal life of grades and life problems until she meets a certain saviour of Ninjago.