Ginawa mo kong tanga. You made me feel the feelings that I have been looking for so long now. You let me experience the things that I wanted. But, I did not ask you for it. You gave it, you freely gave it. But, all has changed, I guess. I know how harsh this may seem, but you used me. You were selfish that you made me think that I was something special.
We enjoyed the nights that we shared, or should I say, I enjoyed it, so much it hurts. Just the mere thought of it, hurts. I was myself when I was with you. I can freely enjoy what we have cause I know that you know and accepted me for who and what I am. Kahit nag mumukha na akong tanga, I can still say that I needed to thank you. Thank you for making me feel all of those "out-of-the-blue" feelings and experiences. At least, for a moment, I can say that I was someone special.
And now, wala ka na. Masaya ka na sa kanya. And it fucking hurts. I can see it in your eyes, and you are happy, but not because of me. I came to realize that I need to let you go. But, I thought to my self, it is not you that needs to go. I need to set myself free from our little bubble. It is I, that needs to walk away from our memories, from the pain that I am feeling right now. Cause who am I, right?
"Oh, ito'y lilisan na ako..."
