Where it all started

Love ugh

BECA'S PROV:

"Great another day at hell for god sake but
I get to see the beautiful ginger so I can really complain about that"goes downstairs makes some food has a shower gets dressed at goes to work" I swear to god where the fuck I Jesse why is he so hard to find but so tall"looking around for him"hey" a voice behind me say"
"SHIT" i jump and turn around and see Chloe"
Not cool" I say with a grumpy face"

"Oh come on your so dramatic"laughs at beca's face"
"Anyway who you looking for?"

"Someone"
"And who is that someone may I ask or" says with a smiles"
"Just looking for Jesse he is so fucking tall but hard to find I don't know how he does it"
"You sure he is here yet or" gives a slight giggle
"I don't know there is on one to talk to"
"Hey"gives beca a light push"
Beca gives a giggle" what it's the truth"
"Ok you are some grumpy bitch but it's the truth
Like you should speak to other people"
Holds hand on chest and pretends to be offended"
"How dare you I shall not socialise" they both laugh
"What is your problem anyway"
"Trust me it's a looooooong story that I really can't be bothered to dig in to bc I'm tired as it is"
"NO WAY the one and only badass is tired who new" beca gives her a light push and they laugh"
"Do your telling me that you don't feel like falling on the ground" "maybe I do maybe I don't but one question how old are you exactly"
"Nineteen why"
"Oh do your only a year older than me but WHAT
Your basically the same age as the students"
"Yeah I know but I need to money so yeah and you yell a lot"
"Makes things more dramatic"winks
For god sake why did she have to give that wink
My stomach is now swarmed with butterflies now
What do I do"yeah I see why your the drama teacher now"
"Excuse me"pretends the be shocked
"Well did I stutter or are you just death"
"Ok that that's just rude"
I laugh"anyway I better get going see you around ginger"
"See you around"
I walk away and go to my lesson knowing that Chloe as it free wonder if she's gonna comes in again

CHLOE'S PROV:

Beca walks away and she leaves a huge smile on my face and then I spot Jesse
"Hey Jesse"I yell and he comes over to me
"What's up"he says with a smile
"Ummm you don't have to answer but it's about beca" "go on"
"Do you know why she's sooo grumpy all the time"
"She's probably gonna be pissed if she finds out that I tell you but she use to be way  bubblyier than you"
"Wait what"
"Yeah everyone loved her until one day she finds out her mum has cancer and she just went dark"
"Go on"
"She was seventeen and still in school and that we went to the same school and when she flung out she stopped eating  and started to cut and stuff and she ended up in hospital from and over dose and just about made it"
"WHAT"
"And she still suffers from  anorexia today and sometimes I still have to remind her to eat and stuff that's why she is so small and skinny and fragile"
"Oh"tear runs down her cheek"
"But she'll get there one day but just don't tell her I told you that's please"
"I won't"I give a sad smiles"
"I need to go see ya"he waves and walks off
Finding out what's beca's going through breaks me wonder what's gonna happen to me but look on the bright side my mum won't be in pain anymore" I grab me bag and put it in the drama room and I walk over to the music hall and see beca and we make eyes contact and she signals for me to come in"
I go inside grab a chair and pull it up to her desk
"Hey umm I need to speak to you about something
Bc you seem like you only person to understand"
"Oh ok go on" gives a worried look
"Well my mum she has stage five cancer and they
Can't treat it bc it won't work and I really don't know what to do"I look up and see beca blanket out

BECA'S PROV:

Chloe bringing up cancer just brung back the memories when I had to go to the hospital and see my mum put them she snaps me out of it

"Are you ok"she asks with a smile
"Yeah yeah I'm fine so you were saying I kinda blacked out when you said cancer"
"Well my mum has stage five and they can't treat it
And they said she has a week left and I don't know what to do and as you been through it I was wondering on some advice"
"Well I didn't deal with my mum quite well but all that I can say is you have to try and stay strong for her"holding the tears back "the best thing you can do is remember that she won't be in pain anymore and trust me she's probably fed up by now where is she home or hospital"
"Hospital"
"Well umm but when she leaves don't let yourself go like I did bc it's not easy to get yourself back and when I say it's not it's not easy I'm mean it bc I'm still trying to get myself back so don't let yourself loose you hear me"
"Yeah I'll remember it but what do you mean what happened to you"
"Well umm"
"You don't have to tell me if it's not a great time"
"No no I want to just trying to put it in word bc it was terrible"
"Take your time"
"Well ummm after my mum died I locked myself in my room and I refused to eat and a week later I got diagnosed with anorexia and then depression and I started to cut and three month later it came to that point where I has given up" tear runs down cheek
"So I thought it would be a great idea go to the store and buy twenty packs on pain killers and take them one after another"
"So an over dose"
"Yeah and umm I was in hospital for a month and a week after I got out I tired to commit again by jumping of a bridge and Jesse stopped just in time and umm I had to go to a mental hospital for a week I think that just made things worse" I hold back the tears
"And then a year later this is where I am still trying to get over it"
"Beca I'm sorry you had to go through that"
"Just please don't the mistake I did I'm beginning you"
"I won't I'm promise"
"Ok good now"wipes my eyes
"Umm after work today ummm you wanna grab a coffee bc I have nothing else to do"Chloe said with a smiles
"Why not"we both smiles

i know this is long buuut