His irises darkened,and he suddenly went tense,gripping me to his chest firmly but gently,so I was unable to move away.His eyes seemed to love on Theo_who looked just as confused I was_in a glare that cold stop a man dead in his tracks.I fell his chest rumble with something akin to a growl and that's when I decided I've had enough.
"John what the_"putting my hands on his chest,I put to get off of him,but he just tightens one arm around me and uses the other to tangle his hand with mine instead,burying his face in my neck.His breathing then becomes deeper and it almost feels like he's smelling me,which_for obvious reasons_weirds me out even more.I immediately try greeting always from him again,but stop when I felt his muscles relaxing and him calming down.He takes one last deep breath and on the exhale whispers one indecipherable word against my neck.
This time when I try to get away,he lets me,but not before gently kissing my neck and softly saying to me with a husky voice,"No man is allowed to hear you moan but me,Baby.please remember that."
Jezz.possessive much?And we're not even together."Last time I checked,we weren't dating.so technically,I could 'moan'for every single guy here and I would be doing nothing wrong."His scent was surrounding me,and I could still fell the warmth from when he had grabbed me.My voice still came out stern and steady though,which is something I mentally pay myself on the back for.
His jaw clenched and I can tell I'm saying something that he dislikes,but nonetheless,his eyes remain soft as he gazed at Emily."Yet.We're not dating,yet.And regardless of whether you know or not,you're mine."
"I'm not a possession,John.I'm a person.And for that matter,even if we are together you wouldn't control me."
"Oh I know,Baby,you'd have me in the palm of your hand."
I knew he didn't mean it sexually,but when I shifted in my seat he shot me a wicked look that told me he know exactly what I was thinking.
I try my best to brush it off though.I've met guys like him before;the ones who constantly flirt with you and maybe you flirt back a little,but you never let it go any further than that because you know they're a man_whore in the first place.
I don't actually know if John is a man_whore though.I mean I haven't seen him with any other girls,but he's only been here for a couples of days anyway.He could have been one in his last school,which is something I don't doubt because with looks like that,I'm sure some girls were throwing themselves at him.I decided not to jump to conclusions about it.1.Just because he's hoy and a guy doesn't mean he sleeps with every girl in town.I'm sure he's probably not a virgin,but who is these days?And 2.It's not like I have any proof,I haven't seen him with any other girl besides me,and a couples of days is enough time to make some friends.Especially if you're hot.
A little nudge snaps me out of my reveries,which makes me wonder why I spent so long thinking about them anyways.
John's all tense again and I see his jaw ticking as he reluctantly jerks his head to the table in front of us.
I follow his line of sight to meet eyes with a stern looking Matt who's holding up his phone and pointing at it.I pull out my phone and see the text he sent me.I thought I told you to stay always from him.
Deciding not to respond I put my phone away and shake my head at him.John,who's been watching the exchange with a drag look on his face,turns to me."who's the guy?"
He tried to play is words off as casual but his facial expression was definitely not.His mouth was saying one thing and his body was saying another.
"Who?Matt?"He nods,his features softening as I giggle at him."He's my brother!"
I see his body relax,a look relief ,hope,and confusion on his face."Really?You guys look nothing alike."
"I know,"I look at Matt's dirty blonde hair and blue eyes,compared to my brown hair and brown eyes,"he's prettier than me."I wink.
John laughs and shakes his head at me."Impossible."
"So I'm,do you have any siblings?"she smiles knowingly at my diversion but doesn't say anything about it."Yes.A twin brother."
"Really?"
"Ya"
Before I can Sat anything Emily interrupts"Oh!I forgot to tell you!Johnnie been asking about you."
Johnnie Sean is my ex boyfriend I love him so much but it turns out he cheat on me with my ex best friend but he said sorry but I don't know if I have to forgive him or what.
"Really?what did he say?!"
"Well,he said he is really sorry and he wants to ask you out"
"He's gonna ask you out again!?"John tenses as soon as I say this and for reasons I can't understand,I instinctively put my hand on his arm to calm him down.Although,I see him relax some,his eyes stay tense and troubled.Maybe even a little bit pained.
"You bet your booty he's gonna ask you again!"Theo looks at us like we're insane.
Although I was happy at the same time I was sad I mean come on he is my ex but he said he is sorry but I don't know what to think.
We finished up our lunch without anymore talk of Johnnie,thank God and now John's walking me to class or more like he's walking with me to our class might I add.
Sitting next to him in every class wasn't all that bad though,and yes I mean sitting next to him:Every.Single.Time.it was hard enough to concentrate on work when we only had three classes together.I would feel,sometimes Cath his gaze on me, and I swear he's shifting his chairs closer to mine.
But besides all of that,he makes me laugh and I feel happy when I'm around him.Mostly.
I sigh,willing myself to stop thinking about him even though he's only a couple feet always from m_oh wait...no,make that a bit less than a couple feet,he just spotted closer to me again.
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