Seongwha looked so pretty at the fan sign today With his lovely hair and his honey skin. He looked perfect while I look like a whole ugly roach.. no wonder seongwha doesn't like me.. through out the fansign I felt kinda sad. I could tell some of my fans noticed. I flashed a smile every 2 minutes so the fans wouldn't worry but seeing seongwha dance around infront of me holding Hongjoong waist.. it made me want to break down so hard..
