There

Here?

Have you ever felt lost? not like lost in a city you don't know and you just sampling around or in in a crowd of people where you don't know anyone in a complete different way where the parameter of location is none. What if ? You lose yourself inside of you .you just slip tough your consciousness slowly without even to notice. You open your eyes and see grains of emptiness. The sky blue as the sea you remember remembering to see less than a second ago or was it multiple eternity's ago or was it just a dream. You walked a few steps or was it more like 10minutes it feels like the same in reality there is no such thing as a minute or an hour there is just be or not be no start or it or an end of it. You sat on the ground and a truth hit you in the face like a soft sprinkle of acid "you will be alone and you where alone " there is nothing just you in,on and behind this realm. There is nothing that can end that you already lived an unlimited amount of eternity's here and you didn't starve or even thinked about the concept of food. There was not even to gain any wisdom just dust of sadness swirl in front of the black lighted sky. To kill your self did not work the only thing you can do is to to walk the the direction of the path without path for the rest of the eternity's.. shades of of blue are appearing in front you open you're eye and it splashed you like ice-cold water on a hot summer day it was just a blink... never to be continued i hope. Ps i see you on the other side and farewell i will never see you again with the same eyes.