The pool of desires (Sasusaku)

chapter 4

~Sakura's P.O.V~

I finished studying and with my wheelchair I went to my patio and saw my pool.

Flashback

"Did I do it wrong?"
I asked.
"Of course not,honey," mother answered as I kept swimming.
She was clapping as I was swimming.
I looked at her as I took my goggles off.
She was laughing,and I laughed too.
"You are a good swimmer,Sakura,never stop following your dreams,"

End of flashback

I felt one tear running through my cheek.
But my dream was not being a swimmer tho.....

"Memories can hurt you too....." I whispered to myself.

I looked at the pool again and said,

"From now on....This will be my Pool of desires...."

I took out a penny,made a wish,and threw it to the pool.

I wished for all of this pain to go.

I wanted to save my tears,I bit my lip trying to hold my tears in my eyes.

But I failed

I cried.

I cried remembering how much my mom loved me.

I cried remembering how despising was my life.

I cried remembering how my dad blamed me of my mother's death.

I turned back to go in,and I saw Karin opening the door.

"Sweetie,you're crying again,this can't go on like this anymore,you have to Let it go...."

Let it go...

No,I couldn't let it go,My mom died,but,on the other side,she was right,I had to let it go.

She died,I can't see her again,I can't feel her warm lips kissing my big forehead anymore.

"You're right......"

She cling to me.

She whispered, "I have a surprise for you."

She went inside and I followed Karin.

I couldn't believe my eyes.

My friends.....

They,came to see me?

"Sakura!,Are you okay?!" Ino exclaimed.

"Sakura,I'm so happy to see you!" Hinata smiled wide.

They walked forwards to me and hugged me.

Hinata said, "If you don't want to talk about it,it's okay,you don't need to,we comprehend."

I nodded as I said, "Come,let's go to my room!"

I was so happy.

We went to my room and started talking about the party.

To be honest,the subject made me nauseous.

"Can we change subject?"

"Oh,of course," Hinata said.

"I have to tell you girls something...."

"What?" they both asked in unison.

"I think I fell in love with the DJ!"

"Oh,Sasuke Uchiha? Yes,he is hot,every girl will fall for him," Ino smirked.

Hinata blushed a little and looked at the window.

"Getting into the subject........Hinata.....How's it going with Naruto?"

She blushed even more.

"I-I-I .....Don't know w-what you're talking a-about,S-Sakura-chan." she played with her fingers.

"Oh come on! I saw you dancing and talking with him before I left!,I know there's something between you two." I said cheerfully.

"Yeah,Hinata,tell us,we're best friends after all." Ino insisted.

"Okay...Naruto-kung and I.......are dating." She gulped.

Now she just blushed uncontrollably.

"HAHA,I KNEW IT!" I tried to make a Victory pose.

"You guys look cute together!" Ino giggled.

We kept talking and doing stuff for hours and they had to go.

"Sakura,it was wonderful being in here with you,but we have to go,We promise we'll come back another day!" Ino said.

"Bye!"

We hugged and they both left.

At least I spent time with my best friends.

((WOAH! longest chapter! Hello,since I had a break from school (christmas) eeeeek! my fav time of year! anyways,since we have that break,that means I'll be uploading more chapters!Thanks For reading!))