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You weren't really that important to me before. i even got secomd thoughts about treating you my close friend when you told me i am your close friend. it all started with text messages about random things, staying up late for that. being your "lbc" delivering your gift to the one you like. :) then texting went further and i realized, you really now are my close friend. i confirmed it when we watched a movie which i thought we were a group but ended up as it was really only the both of us and you think i might get sad so you carried our other friend.
since then, we played, ate, and go places and talk about random things. now even if it's only the both of us, i don't get awkward.maybe because i'm really now treating you as my close friend. i wanted tou to be my beatfriend but i'm afraid of rejection that you might not permit it so..... i don't know. hehhehe
now i told myself before, not to get so attached with people for it is painful to or when they leave. i managed to do that in high school for i got my lesson from my best friend way back in elementary. leaving high school wasn't that regretful. but now that i'm facing something in college that may lead to leaving my peers.... man, i realized i got attached to your company. even if the deciaiin is still hanging, i feel kind of sad to leave my close friends like you. you're one of the 2-4 people who i really got attached to. i like your company. and imagining that i may not be able to enjoi your company again give me a frown.
haha. i can't explain. you really are something. so, if whatever may happen and i you read this in the future, you will know who you are, i just wanted to say "F U! you made me a close friend now im attached to you! but thank you :). spending time with you was such a good memory"
