She asked me a few questions about how i felt, and eventually we had a verdict.
"You appear to have gender dysphoria. Do you feel you are a girl?" she announced. I was kind of relieved. i'm not sure why.
"I honestly don't feel that way. But i just feel so weird in my own body.". My response was a shocking revelation to myself. I didn't think i'd be the one figuring it out. life can just be so confusing.
She assumed from my statement that i was non-binary. I guess she guessed correct but who's to know really?
"So are there any physical adjustments you wish for yourself? I can refer you to a surgeon if you'd like a more feminine stature.". I understand her offer but it's seemed too much for myself. "you know doc, i think that's an offer i'll have to refuse. now back to my offer..."
she looked happy and a bit confused.
"that's still on?" she asked.
"it is if you say so...". I don't know where all this confidence came from. maybe it was the feeling of control i had over myself.
"I'm in." she exclaimed. "Just wait a sec!"
YOU ARE READING
You didn't have to, Alex.
FantasyA non-binary person falls in love with someone, but they have to give up something important to have them, something that could not only lose their lover, but their whole life too.
