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My Wattpad Love - One Shot
Evan's
Am I a freak?
Am I a freak for letting go of her love?
I know, I couldn't take the risk of giving her of what's left of me. That is just not me. I should control myself.
Sweet Jules.. My Mrs. Strawberry..
Jule's
I tried to open my eyes. It's still hurting and fluffy. I know that I'll look like a wasted and rotten tomato after what happened. Evan.. Why did you do this? I thought after you saw me, you'll have a change of heart. This damn letter? I don't need this. I need you.
*Flashback
"Jules," His eyes were talking to me.
I know that he's ketting go now.
But why?
What did I do to deserve this?
"Evan, stop." I tried to cover my face for him not to see that if he tries to hold me, I will panick and start crying.
"Hey, listen to me." Evan came near me as he cupped my chin.
"No. No. No. I can be your friend as long as you want. I'm cool with that." I pushed him away.
I do not want to let go of him.
It's too soon. I will never be ready of letting go.
"We should stop this. I don't deserve you."
"Evan, please."
The last time I remember, we were kissing passionately on the road, with the rain puring hard. It was so perfect, just like a movie. Only that, Evan is unsure about his feelings for me.
He never answered me, nor looked at my face. Evan kept his face on the ground. I don't want this conversation to go further. I will try to hold him as long as I can. No matter what, I won't let go.
"That's enough for now, Evan. I'll go."
"No. This is enough."
"W-why?" I was shaking. I don;t know what to do. Why is he telling me this now?
He looked at me. Evan is serious. But he is really calm. With his hands on his black jacket, he clinched his jaw and emotionlessly said, "Because I want to get rid of you."
That was unexpected. Why is he doing this now?
Evan is really letting go of me now.
"I don't believe you." Am I convincing myself?
"Can't you see? You just became my toy. Let's not get this any further." He is really calm while telling me all this. He even smiled a bit. As if he's telling the truth.
"You can't do this. I know you're hiding something from me. Please, can't you see? You're hurting me." I tried to hold him on his left arm. But he stopped me and removed my hand from his arm.
He tried started walking away. But after five long strides, he stopped and slightly looked back, "This is what I'm hiding. I'm sorry."
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