After the whole thing that happened at the gang house, we all left and went home. Diego won't let me out his sight.
We are currently at home, me and Diego are in our room laying on the bed cuddling
Me - Diego can we talk
Diego - okay
I sit up and so does Diego, I turn to face him
Me - Diego I don't want us to be together at least not right now
Diego - what do you mean
Me - I mean I want us to break up and you know get away from each other
Diego - I don't want that,I want to be with you
Oh he is making this alot harder than it already is
Me - we can still be friends and stuff just when people ask if we're together we say no
Diego - no I wanna say yes
Me - Diego please just try it for 1 week
Diego - i tried it for a day and a half and you see what happened
Me - I know and you scared the hell out of me
Diego - are you scared of me now
Me - um...yeah
Diego - uhh I'm sorry i didn't want to make you scared of me
Me - it's ok, so we agree we should break up
Diego - ok fine but can I still call you babe
Me - if you want to
Diego - can I still kiss you and cuddle with you
Me - yes for the cuddles and I'll think about the kissing
Diego - can I still fuck you * smirks *
Me - nope to much
Diego - well damn
I laugh
Me - so we agree
Diego - * sighs * y-no I still don't want this
Me - come on Diego, I want this just so I can get my shit together and so you can to
Diego - uhh ok
Ok why do i actually wanna cry and this was my idea
Me - so this is the end * tears up *
Diego - no, we will be together again I swear on everything I'm not gonna give up. Your mine no matter what
I nod and hug Diego
Uhh I hate myself right now, I want to be with Diego and I just broke up with him what the hell is wrong with me.
I pull out the hug not even realizing I was crying
Diego - aw no baby please don't cry
Me - i-im sorry I don't k-know why I'm crying
Diego - can I kiss you
I nod
Diego leans in and kisses me and I kiss back, a few seconds later we pull away
That didn't help none I just want to cry more
I started to cry harder
Diego - Baby please stop crying it's hurts me to see you cry
Diego hugs me and I cry into him chest.