I wake up with the sun shining on my face I get up grab my phone from the side of the table and go downstairs I see all the boys making breakfast you giggle and help them
Bryce Burnes himself on the pan you quickly grab the pan out of his hands and make some breakfast for all the boysTb: thanks for the breakfast
You: Ether you guys burn the kitchen down or me helping
All the boys start Laughing
Then you go upstairs to get dressed for the therapyThis is what you wear
Kio: are you ready
You: yeahYou go in the car and you are sat in the front and Griffin is driving you look in the mirror and you see Bryce is looking at you you smile at him
You finally get there and you sit down
Mrs.savannah: okay Madison so I heard then you have been self harming yourself is that right
You just nod you head
Mrs savannah: can I ask why
You: I don't know it just takes the pain away
Mrs.savannah: do you do any kinds of drugs
You: well a few years ago I was in an abusive relationship and I started doing drugs I didn't want to but I forced to by him
All the boys look at you
Anthony: you didn't tell us that
Kio: yeah
You: I just didn't want to bring back memories|back at home|
Josh dragges you into his room
Josh: Madison why didn't you tell us about your abusive relationship
You: well talking to the therapist about it was hard enough so talking to loads of boys wouldn't be easy and anyways we're you there to help... no do you know how it feels to be in an abusive relationship..no when boys ask me on a date I make excuses I make excuses because I am fucking terrified because I think that's gonna happen again so that why I didn't want to tell you
(Btw you was shouting)
You run back to you room and you start sobbing and all the boys come running to joshs roomTb: what happened
Josh: I asked Madison why she didn't tell us about the relationship and she just flippedBryce knocks on your door
You: leave me alone
Bryce: Madison it's me
You: *still crying* can you just go please I don't want to talk
Bryce: well can you come down when your ready to speak to us again
You: fineYou go in the bathroom and clean up your face because your mascara smudged
Then you go back downstairs to all the boys sitting on the couch talking you go sit down
Tb: hey
You: hi
Josh: please can you talk to us now
You: fine
Josh: so why didn't you tell us about your ex
You: I didn't want to get you to get involved
Bryce: you do know you can tell us anything
You: yeah