Perfectly Wrong [DISCONTINUED]

- CHAPTER 1 -

{ Your POV }

It was 3am and I went to sleep after finishing my joint

"Help" I watched from far how my father drowned in the deep scary ocean

I couldn't move at all. I just watched how he drowned and how million of different voices yelled at me

I woke up breathlessly after my alarm started to ringing. I sat up with sweat dropping down my face. That's why I shouldn't fall asleep high. I just had another nightmare. My whole life has basically been a nightmare

I barely had anyone. My dad passed away years ago. I was just 10 years old when I lost him. He died at the beach while saving a woman

After my dad died my mom married someone else and he abused me everyday but she never knew anything. Then my mom died in a car accident, 2 years after my dad died. I was 12 at that time, now I'm 17

Since that I've been living with my stepdad and his ex wife whom he married again and already had kids with. My stepdad and his wife hate me. My life is hell and I hate it. They both abuse me physically and they both don't care about me at all. I think no one cares about me. All I get to do there is sleep. I'm almost never at home. Sometimes I don't even sleep there

The worst part is probably highschool. That place is awfull. I got bullied since I was new there. I also got bullied in elementary school and middle school. I still got bullied to that day. I don't think there's any part of my body without any bruises

( A/n: btw should I post an extra chapter with the characters? Like show what they look like and what part in the story they play?)

It was way easier to handle all the hate when mom and dad were still alive. They cared so much for me. They were the perfect parents everyone wishes for. We were literally the perfect family until my dad lost his life.

I witnessed his death and I still get nightmares since that day. I lost both my parents in three years and I miss them so much

I shook my thoughts off and got up to leave the house. I did my morning routine, put my glasses and my favorite hoodie and some pants on. I wore them very often. Not because I don't have any other clothes but these were my favorite. The thing is my mom's ex husband was rich and he also bought me stuff so I can flex at school. That's also why I always get the newest phone. But other than that they ignore me or yell at me

I walked downstairs and saw everyone eating breakfast. I got anxious and nervous when I saw my stepfather eating at the table. I thought about anything that I could've possibly done wrong but nothing came to my mind.
It didn't seem like he was going to say something so I walk to the door and right as I was about to open the door he tapped my shoulder. I turned around terrified and look anxiously at him

"Where do you think youre going?" He asked me

I never witnessed him talking with a normal tone to me

"I- I to s- school" I say shaking

"You didn't do the dishes right" he yelled at me

What is this man on? How can you do the dishes wrong?

"Uh I- I'm sorry" I stuttered in fear

"Is there anything that you can do right? You're so useless. It should've been you instead of your parents dying. You're a disappointment. You should thank me for taking care of you!" Hey yelled and pushed me against the front door

He took his belt off and started hitting me with it. I just stayed silent because I was used to the pain

"Leave now. I'm not done with you yet. Leave and don't come back too soon" he said and walked away

I put my backpack on and started walking to my high school while feeling my skin burn

After I arrived there I started getting anxious again. There they were. That boy 'gang' was ridiculous

After they noticed me they walked towards me. I kept walking until I reached my locker and opened it with shaky hands. I thought they were gone so I took my books out but I got surprised when someone slammed my locker loudly. Everybody's eyes landed on us. I flinched and the three boys started laughing. They're so annoying on god

"Do you think we're here to talk?" Logan, the brainless 'leader' raised his voice at me

Obviously not

"No" Tyler one of his best friends answered his question

Logan grabbed me by the collar of my shirt and pushed me against the lockers

"Do you have the homework?" He asked and I nodded

"Yeah. H- here" I stuttered and handed the papers to them

Cullum their other best friend grabbed them harshly and glared at me

"I bet your dad is proud of you, right? You're his little girl" Logan said

See this is what I meant when I said he's brainless. What does my dad have to do with any of this?

"He's dead" I said bluntly

"Oh I'm so sorry" he said sarcastically

I wanna punch this motherfucker

"I mean I feel bad for him. Let me guess his death cause was a heart attack after seeing you. Damn your ugly face was the last thing he saw" he said and everybody who heard that started cheering him

He fist bumped his friends and they laughed

"Oh you think you're so funny, huh? Tell me what's so funny then. I wanna laugh too" I said and pushed him off me

"Girl watch your tone" he said

"Man I feel bad for your mom. Now she has to deal with you all alone" Callum said and everybody laughed again

"She's dead as well motherfucker" I snapped at him and everybody got quiet

"Watch your tone ugly shit. I told you and everyone else multiple times don't mess with me or my friends. You understood that?" He asked me angrily

"You're calling me ugly shit? Do you even look in the mirror?" I asked

"What the fuck? I thought you understood me by now" he said and punched me across the face

"You really think you can mess with me"

With his other hand he held me against the lockers while beating me up. I would've defended myself but they were three against one

"Never again! You fucking heard me?" He asked and I just nodded my head because I was done with his shit

He threw my books down leaving me to pick them up. I bent down and when I got up again I bumped into the most beautiful girl at our school. Ariana Grande

She is literally so gorgeous but she doesn't really like me

"Watch where you walk bitch" she snapped and I looked down at her

I could swear I saw her face soften up after she noticed who I was

"Uh I- I'm sorry. I just picked my uh my books up" I stuttered nervously

"It's o- whatever" she rolled her eyes after she noticed Logan walking over to us

"Hey babe. Did she do something to you?"
Logan asked her after he slapped her ass

"No, I was just asking her something" she said and turned around to kiss him

I just turned around because I didn't really wanna see that

"Let's go babe" Logan said

I sighed in relief. They were finally gone

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So uh hello I'm back

I hope this is less cringe than the first version 🥶

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