Are you sure about this?

Chapter 1- Out of breath

It's like I'm running after something I will never catch and at this point I'm out of breath. He's so far ahead and every time I get closer he gets futher away. And now I'm panting and I'll never catch up and when I look ahead of me she's catching up to him. He is so far away that he's becoming a blur, I rub my eyes, breath heavily in and out and start to run again but as I'm running I ask myself if this is what I really want. I think it through as I'm running and one part of me is pulled towards him and the other part of isn't so sure. So I decide to start running as fast as I can and I finally caught up. We were running at the same pace for a while an then suddenly he sped up and so did she, I was left behind jogging on my own, gasping for air so I stopped and decided It's time for a break from the both of them and that's final. As I'm on my break drinking my water I see someone in the distance, once again I rub my eyes to make sure I'm not dreaming I rubbed my eyes so much that every time I rubbed them stars showed up. I stood up, stretched my arm out ready for a handshake. As he got closer I realised It was him, Conor was walking towards me. He stood in front of me and in the silence you could hear the sound of our heats pounding. He grabbed me by the waist, pulled me in and kissed me. I was shocked at first but a few seconds into the kiss, I ran my fingers through his hair and kissed him. When the moment had passed I looked behind me and there she was with that stern look of betrayal on her face, at first I wanted to laugh but It just didn't feel right. We chased her and eventually when she stopped running, she stood there looked me straight in the eyes, walked right infront of me, raised her hand and striked me across the cheek. As I didn't want to make matters worse I took a step back from the situation and ran home as fast as I could.