Are you sure about this?

Chapter 5- Facing Reality

Sitting in the car on the way home I had only just come to the realisation that I had not yet gave Conor an answer. But how could I give him an answer if I myself didn't know. When my mother and I had arrived home I took a steamy shower hoping to take my mind off Conor but every time I closed my eyes I pictured him asking me over and over again.It was becoming unbareable in some ways I felt like I was drowning, in my thoughts? I don't know why I'm writing this, no one cares....... oh well. As I was putting my dirty clothes in the laundry basket, I heard a knock on the door and shouted from the bathroom for my mother to open the door. I heard a very faint conversation and decided to check it out. Well,that was awkward.

Tuesday 15th July 2017

Oh sorry, didn't mean to leave off on a cliffhanger there. Let me catch you up to date with what happened. Me being my curious self went to see who mam was talking to...... and well. My dad passed away 4 years ago from cancer and mam hasn't dated since. When I went downstairs mam was flirting with the postman. Mam reached in to grab the package and well...... they kissed!!!!!. And then she realised I was standing there, her cheeks flushed with embarrasment, I just giggled and ran up the stairs again. Anyways, I didn't go to school today so I could have time to clear my head and think and I've made my descision about Conor........