Bloody love

Hurt

lastors POV:

"So what should we do now dear?" "Dunno" "i got to go do something be right back" "K" I walk to the bathroom and pull out my knife and again start to cuts my arms and legs. "Ow" it all hurt so bad but i was used to it.

I walk back into the hospital room to see angel holding his head. "Angel are you okay?" "Mhm" "What hurts?!" "My head" "Do you have any reason why?" "My eyes" "Ok then dear" I kiss his forehead "Hehe" 

I set angel on my lap. "Shortie~" "Tall" "Hehe" Some of my blood starts to run own my arms and legs. I flinch in pain from all of the blood. I whisper to myself "ow..." I hold my arms and just sit there. "You okay" "Y-yeah!" i was forcing a smile. It all hurt so bad. "I can tell your lying"  "im not dear" Angel then gives me a death glare. I look away.

"Please tell me" I then look down at my arms. "What did you do?" "N-nothing much i-i Swear!" I force another smile. Angel glared at me again but with red eyes. "Pull up my sleeves..." Angel then pulls up my sleeves revealing lots and lots of cuts.

"Why?" "Because i don't want to be here anymore" "I don't either but i'm still here" Tears then start to fall down my face. Angel then hugged me. "Y'know i tried to commit like eight times" Angel giggles but that hurt me a lot. Angel then help me and rubbed my back. "I've tried more than that....." angel just continued to rub my back. "Guns knives Buildings Hanging traffic Hiring someone for me starving myself Drowning myself choking myself Drinking bleach jumping off bridges Ect....." I say.

"I wouldn't be here if my sister wasn't here.." I hug angel tighter. "I've tired everything" "I have too" I kiss angels forehead. angel started crying "Its okay dear im here" "Now let's go to my house" "Ok"

Angels POV:

I havent been home in a week pops is going to find me soon. "Angel are you okay your sweating?" "Y-yeah im fine" "Its your dad huh" "No" I dont want him to know about my dad....... 

I walked inside of alastor house and sat on the couch "Hey angel you wouldnt minf if i make jambalaya with human meat would you?" "No" "ok then dear" "want some coffee dear?" "sure" I take the coffee alastor gives to me and i drink it. "come eat"

I start to eat the jambalaya that al cooked "This is good al" "Thank you my dear" "Mhm!" i finsish my food and put my bowl in the sink.

LATER

"Alastor someone is at the door...." "I TOLD YOU NOT TO COME DOWN HERE!!!" "I just wanted to tell you that there is someone at the d-door..." Alastor the slaps me. "WELL FUCK YOU" I run away crying.

Alastors POV:

What did i do... I started to cry.

I was laying my had on my desk thinking about how i couldn't forgive myself for what i did. I saw anthony enter the class and then he Started to play on his phone. I started to cry knowing that he wouldn't forgive me. 

I pull up my sleeve revealing my whole arms with all of my cuts then i pull it back down. and continued to cry. I wouldn't even pay attention in class anymore i would just pay attention to my cuts and only my depression. I was cutting my arms in class and i didnt care if i got caught or not.

"Alastor what are you doing?!?!" "Fuck you" Angel flips her off "ALASTOR ANTHONY DETENTION NOW!" I say nothing 

I was just sitting in detention when i saw angel walk out of the school. 'My fault my fault my fault' "FUCKING BULLSHIT" I saw angel walk back in because he got caught. I pull out my gun and shoot the monitor and just walk out.

I just kept on shooting kids and teachers in the hallways and continued to say "My fault my fault my fault" I didn't care anymore.

"What the fuck are you doing you dipshit" angel asks "Why do you care?" "I don't I just wanna know why the fuck your killing people who haven't done anything." "My fault thats why" "Eh ok" angel then walk out the doors.

I run out of the school hearing police sirens so i start to run into the woods.

To be continued...