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"You know you not going no where right ?" I questioned.
"Excuse me" she said walking over to the counter placing the steak on the tray.
I know I fucked up and I gotta make it right. She is right tho we had a our conversations and I was explaining to her how I want her and it's true but like I said I didn't even know if she ready for what my lifestyle is about. Yea I kill people but it's not just that. I got niggas who wanna take my life and bitches who feen for me and I don't wanna get to attached and god forbid something happens to her or me...
"Listen.. I know you mad at me and I'm sorry. What I told you is true I do want you ma I just gotta know your ready you feel me, this life I'm living aint just a game it's real shit" I explained to her.
"I know it's not a game. I'm not stupid I been through this shit before I lost my dad and my mother over this shit" she said looking me in my eyes. Plus you told me upstairs you don't want to be committed" she shrugged continuing to do what she was doing.
"I'm sorry for your lost ma I didn't know that" I said sitting in front of her" I know what I said but it wasn't true. We just met a week ago and I've already been feeling you. I just wanna take things slow. I just don't want to get to attached and there's no spark there. I'm not trying to waste your time. Yes I fucked her but I wanted a quick nut no relations. I know it wasn't right but I wasn't going to ask you so I asked a fast one but I promise it won't happen again imma show you I'm deadass ma." I said truthfully
She turned and stared at me "Whatever I'm over this conversation, I guess we'll see where it goes" she said rolling her eyes.
Damn she look good 😍 got me growing and shit...
"Ight but you gone stop talking to me crazy I know that tho" I said quickly grabbing her by her neck. "Cause that shit you pulled early was about to get your head knocked off you lucky nisha ass was here" I let her go watching as she gave me lustful eyes.
"Don't touch touch me"
"Shut yo cause you know you love that rough shit" I said squeezing her ass. I grabbed her and pulled her towards me so that we were face to face. "I'm really sorry ma. I promise you imma treat you right no more fuck ups" I kissed her forehead as she hugged me back....
———————— I'm sorry y'all I know it's short I've been going through somethings so my mind hasn't been right so please just bare with me ! Hope y'all like the book so far!!!
