Phantom Hunters

I still love u

Mia

       Meeting with the person I loved , the person who left me for months not talking to me not even telling me why , he just vanished , it's hard, when I saw Adrian walk into the restaurant all I could think about was "does he still love me?" he walked in and our eyes met and both of us didn't want to break the stare , he came to the table, sat down and then silence struck between the five of us until Dre said " so Adrian we invited you here to have a talk , we are planning to go on a trip to my dad's cabin , we where wondering if you would like to come with us " Adrian looked down and said " sorry but I can't  , bye " he stood up and ran out us not knowing why but something in my heart told me to follow him and I did chasing him right to his car and yelling " how dare you ! " He suddenly froze looked at me and hugged me saying " I'm sorry if I had ever hurt your feelings " I felt him shaking and from nowhere I broke into tears " all I wanted was you , you ,you and you alone how could you leave me alone , I  have gone through so much without you , so please at least you should come with us , maybe we can reconnect , Start over, please" .

He held me even tighter and asked "you still like me ?" I answered saying I do , right there and then he put his hand on my cheek even if it was cold I loved the feel of his touch and then he kissed me it felt just like when we first kissed , he looked at me  held my hand and he took me back into the restaurant , when we got closer to the restaurant, I had realized that we probably caused a scene with all the eyes on us , but did I care? , no . We got to our table and Adrian said " I would love to go on the trip with you guys but I have to do some stuff " we agreed as he was about to turn around and leave I refused to let go of his hand and I said" promise me that when we come back you will be waiting for me " and then he said " I will always wait for you " and then he walked out , once I got home I got my phone and called him to see if he would actually answer but it just kept on ringing and ringing and ringing until the phone call cut , I went out side to catch a breath of fresh air and as I opened the door he was right there  , we starred at each other until a tear dropped from his eye saying " I want to kill myself " I was in shock and I asked him why  he answered " because I am not a good person, I will never get into the college , I will never find hope , and both of us know that I am a terrible boyfriend to you , you deserve better " and I too began to cry and I said " I do disserve better , but I want you " after I said that I welcomed him into my apartment told him to stay the night , he still had a sad face  , I hugged him even though he didn't huge me back I felt warm ,
my face on his chest and my arms on his back  and then he held on to me to .

Later on we had dinner and went to sleep he said that he would sleep on my couch but I told him it was fine if he slept with me , it was awkward but then he put his hand on my waist , I opened my eyes and saw him sleep I moved in closer , the feel of he's body so close to mine felt so warm , I wish we where always like this before everything happened , I kept on thinking about how we were before , I know he loves me and he knows I love him too , but I just have too many questions and too many thoughts , he might just leave us again , it's something I wish not to happen but it's also something that can actually happen , this might be the last time I get to sleep with him . I look at him while he sleeps ,his grip gets tighter and I like that , does this mean his actually afraid of loosing me ,  he looks so humble when his asleep , though looking at him while he sleeps feels weird , his just to handsome not to look at , I got closer to him , so close that the heat from his body covered me , in his arms I feel safe, I feel warm and then I just fell asleep with my head against  his chest   . It was a weird day but one I enjoyed .

             Now the question is will he be the one , the one I can trust , the one I can love for the rest of my life 

Mia

News report

" Another case of the PHANTOM has risen,but this time in Tokyo , is the phantom a ghost or a serial killer , more news on this later "