Happy with her

Chapter 6

To Will

I felt happiness again today, you wanted to hang out with me and only me, and even though I know you are with her, I can pretend in silence, that we were actually going on a date and you have the same feelings for me as I have for you, but it is only pretending, I know you could and will never love someone like me, and I want to say that is okay, but when I sit here writing this letter for you, I don't feel like it is really okay, but I am trying to be happy, and if you keep smiling at me like you did today, I feel like I will never move on, but I will at least feel a little more happy than I do now.

Love Nico