feelings | hoshi ✔

avoid

" you came here early these days,"
i abruptly stopped my routine and turned off the music.
i was about to grab my bag but he halted me by holding my wrist
" what are you doing?"
maybe i sounded too harsh well that was not the point
i need to avoid him or else i may get into trouble
" you are leaving too soon,"
" you usually would wait for me, iseul,"
please don't call my name like that,
do not make my heart waver
" i have something urgent to do,"
he was staring into my eyes so deeply that i had to break the eye contact
why can't i move on from him?
i tried to keep him away from my thoughts but i could not
he would always greet me at the hallways and talked to me
" are you perhaps avoiding me? "

what if i am?