I've been bullied about how I look and my weight for most of my life. I haven't had friends until this year. Most of the cram class has been nice to me. I don't really talk to people at the regular high school.
I get my school uniform on and get ready to head to school. I don't like the uniforms, the shirt is fine just the skirt is too short and makes me insecure. I then headed to school and went to my classes. Classes were pretty boring but it's alright I guess.
It's lunch time, so I went outside and sat down by a tree. I grabbed my lunch and started eating.
"Well...well, look who it is. I'm not surprised to find you shoving your mouth with food.", Rose said. She always talks shit about me with her friends.
"Just...l-leave me alone...", I tell her. She starts laughing and then grabs my collar pulling me up from the ground. I felt tears starting to form and she started laughing again.
"Aw are you gonna cry? I can't believe I could even pull you up from the ground. I must have super strength.", she says laughing once more. I couldn't stop the tears from coming so I let them
fall down my cheeks.
Suddenly I hear a familiar voice approach Rose. "What the hell are you doing?!", the male said. Rose instantly dropped me on my bottom. I turn to see the person is Ryuji? Eh? Why is he helping me?
Ryuji and I aren't exactly friends, scratch that we aren't friends. I'm pretty sure he hates me, only sees me as competition. He always scoffs when I get a higher percent them him, so I don't know why he would help me..
"I....I was just playing with (y/n)...Rose said, sounding very scared. Lots of people in the school are scared of Ryuji, but I'm not.
"Shut up. I heard and saw everything you did! Now leave. Don't make me ask a second time.", Ryuji yelled, causing Rose to run away. He then put a hand out and I took it, getting off the ground and dusting myself off. "Are y-you okay?", Ryuji asks, that was the first time I heard him studded.
"Yeah I'm good...but why?"I ask, causing him to become confused.
"Huh?", he says confused. I look up at him, tears forming again.
"Why did you do that? W-why did you help me?", I ask crying.
"Because! That girl had no right saying all that shit about you! I couldn't just stand there and do nothing!", he yells, he seems so worried but why?
"B-but I thought you hated me....", I say looking down. He walks closer to me and puts his hand on my shoulder, I blush.
"T'ch. I don't hate you. I just....it's just that I'm jealous...", he says turning his face from me blushing.
"Jealous?", I ask, why would he be jealous?
"I'm jealous of you!", he blurts out. Before I can ask why the bell rings so we have to get back to class.
Now it's time for cram class, so you head over there. Your face is still red from crying, but not as bad still red though. In class I sit by koneko and Ryuji sits in front of us. I get into class and everyone looks at me. I get embarrassed and sit down by koneko.
"Hey, are you okay?", koneko asks. I look over to him and give him a fake smile.
"Oh yeah, I'm good.", right when I say that Ryuji says t'ch. Class then begins and it was hard to pay attention, but luckily Mr. Okumura didn't notice or call on you.
After classes were done, you were about to leave to go to your dorm. Someone then tapped your shoulder and you turned to see Ryuji. (You guys are the only ones in class).
"Can I talk to you?", he asked.
"Sure, about?", I asked, he then scratches the back of his head looking at the ground. Then he looks at you.
"We never got to finish talking...so could we head to the park?", he asked.
"S-sure", I say blushing. We then start walking to the park.
We got to the park and sat at a table. "W-why are you jealous of me?", I ask, he starts to blush but then speaks.
"W-well you're amazing in class...you get better scores than me! But um also even though you are shy people like you and talk to you. I don't get how your super sweet and kind, I've never met anyone like you...", him and you are blushing like crazy.
"You think that about me?", I ask and he nods. He grabs my hand and I start blushing again.
"(Y/N)... you... you're very pretty and super amazing," he says blushing once again. I start to frown and look away.
"B-but...I'm really not. You heard what Rose said, I'm fat and-", Ryuji cut me off by kissing my lips, but then pulled away quickly.
"Stop saying that shit about yourself! You're gorgeous and so awesome! That's why I love you!," he yells, but regrets what he said.
"You...you love me?", I ask him, causing him to blush.
"Well why wouldn't I...you know what maybe I should go...you probably don't feel-", I cut him off by crashing my lips into his. His eyes were open and he was shocked, I started blushing.
"I love you too Ryuji...", I tell him.
"W-would you want to be my girlfriend..?", he asks.
"Of course! I would love to.", I tell him, kissing Ryuji again.
Ryuji is the first boy to tell me he loves me, he is my first boyfriend. I've never felt this way with anyone before and it feels amazing. I want to be with Ryuji for as long as I can, because I love him...I love Ryuji Suguro.
