тнє ➳ ρєяfє¢т 𝐃𝐀𝐓𝐄 | ᴋᴛʜ✅
- All scenes are made up-
.CHAPTER FOUR
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Standing in the kitchen making some Tea for me and Jungkook while he changed into some of his clothes he left here. "How bad do you think Yoongi will kill us?" Laughing slightly I handed him his tea. "Don't worry about it-"
Sitting down on the counter holding my cup looking at the floor, "Jungkook.." Pausing nervously sipping my tea. "Why did you kiss me?" I looked up at him who was already looking at me. "When? Today or the other day.?" He asked leaning his back against the counter I was sitting on.
"The other day-" he smiled sitting his cup down, "it was just a kiss nothing more-" looking at him I could tell there was more. "There's more, tell me" moving in between my legs resting his hands on my thighs. "Y/N, you're a beautiful girl so much like your bother but I didn't kiss you because I liked you I kissed you because I love you I have for many years- but it was just a kiss I don't want anything more then friendship with you" he spoke softly grabbing his cup sipping out of it.
Ouch! My heart felt like it's been smashed. My crush for years just kissed me for nothing... "I think you should leave" he looked at me. "Did I upset you?" Shaking my head the opposite of how I was feeling got off the counter heading towards the front door.
"I don't feel well I think you should go home-" he smiled slightly hugging me heading out the door. "Take care" he said before disappearing in the sunset. Closing the door I fell leaning against the door crying in my knees.
Why did it hurt so much? Why did I care? I knew it was going to happen Its who he is he slept with so many girls and I thought and hoped to be the one.Being interrupted by the door knob being turnt, standing up I wiped my tears smiling slightly taking a deep breath. Yoongi walked in taking his shoes off not looking or speaking to me making my raging emotions burst. He stopped in his tracks turning around, "come to the living room" he smiled slightly showing off his gummy smile.
Grabbing the couch pillow I sat down, "what's wrong?" He looked at me. Not being able to speak the right words or know what to say I just bit my lip shaking my head falling to pieces in front of my brother.
"I can't help you if you don't talk to me.. Come here" he opened his arms for me to come into. Holding me close he kissed my head, "take a few breaths and relax we will talk when you are ready" rubbing my back he stop talking filling the room with silence.
◀ Few minutes later ▶
" The incident you saw today on campus don't hate Jungkook for it.... I kissed him.." He went to speak but I wasn't ready to hear the words that were about to escape his mouth. "... I've had a crush on Jungkook for so many years...... Today I bumped into Mingi..." Feeling his body tense at the name, ".... I was overwhelmed and didn't know what I was feeling and kissed him.... It was just a kiss nothing more... He doesn't like me... He sleeps with so many girls I was a fool to think he'd like me..."
Falling into tears again Yoongi hugged me, "hey hey easy, Jungkook is a great guy but when it comes to the thing in his pants he can be a dick" laughing at his reply I sat up. " I want to apologize for putting you online.." He spoke softly rubbing my lower back.
"It was wrong of me, I should talked to you instead of putting you out there, I don't want you to miss out on fun and things in life because..." He paused putting his hand on my heart, "... Because deep down inside you're still torn at what happened." His voice became shaky.
"I know what he did and trust me I'd kill him but you still love him and I'm not going to hurt you like that.. But sometimes you have to close your eyes and come back to reality knowing what it was was what it was this is now..." Smiling at his words kissing his cheek.
"Thanks Yoongi, I know may call you annoying and a bad brother from time to time but your the best one I'd ever want.." He hugged me standing up. "Let's go get ready for bed, we can watch movies all night if you'd like" he smiled grabbing my hand.
We did our things getting in bed turning the TV on, "what do you wanna watch?" He said flipping through the movies. "Anything besides love" he chuckled clicking a movie. While laying there I party came across my mind...
"Hey Yoongi" he sleepy rolled over facing me, " If I went to this party... I wouldn't have anyone to go with..." He smiled rubbing my cheek. " Don't worry about it, your brother got you" pulling me close he kissed my forehead.
I hope I don't regret this!
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To be continued ▶⬇⬆
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