The Influencer

Love Issues

"Girl, relax. It might be your imagination.." I was video chatting with Aoi; I wanted to talk to her after the bomb I received.

"Not when I'll explain to you.." I started to tell her everything; the confessions, the kisses as also when they all said loud and clear that they all love me as their feelings had returned after 4 years.

"A real bomb indeed.." she said.

"This had return again, I love them as equal and.."

"Yn, you love them equally as friends or as men?"

"What do you think?"

"It's love then.." I lowered her head not knowing what to do about the situation and I heard Aoi sigh "Yn, you have to tell them the reason why you cannot be with them or choose one of them.."

"Are you sure it's a good idea?"

"It's better than they expect the worst.."

Author POV

GOT7 were in panic, after they confessed their feelings towards their long time friend had reacted that way as result she was ignoring them and not having meals with them as they questioned: why?

Suddenly, Yn is seen going downstairs making the boys stand up "Yn.." they said unison.

"I want to talk with you guys, please sit.." they sat down as she sits in a chair "You need to know what's happening to me..I had love issues when I was an idol.." Yn starts telling them her disturbing love story..

Yn, when she was an idol along her former friends, met the whole NCT members building up a great friendship between them..but there was one who had his eyes on her like she was the only person in a certain place: Seo Johnny.

The courtship among each other was all of sudden, Yn felt joyful with Johnny for having someone who loves her, however, she had a big problem and she couldn't control it: dating a boy who she was loving him bit by bit and, by contrast, cheating on him with two friends part of the same group as her boyfriend.

Yn didn't understand what's happening on her head: didn't she love Johnny or it was pleasant having other men satisfying her? The cheating happened when Yuta confessed his feelings towards her until at the end it happens a kiss; days later, they got caught by Chittaphon as he tells Yn he would tell Johnny and she begs him not to and as for that, he has to join in as well..obviously, Yn had to act quick..having a love night with Johnny for the first time, however, it didn't work out because Yuta as also Chittaphon would have the same thing.

That's when their rollercoaster relationship started: even together, Yn was distant to Johnny's eyes; in one moment they broke up and in the other they got back together..even so, Yn was still meeting up with Yuta or with Chittaphon in the middle those situations..Until Yn found out that Johnny was having sex with one of her 'friends' that, at that time, was a minor.

The karma towards Yn was an harsh one and she wanted to stop meeting up with her 'lovers', Chittaphon, who was possessive to Yn, disagreed as he threatened her to tell everything to Johnny and as for Yuta, he didn't say a word making Yn judging him that he was also part of the threat..but it didn't need to.

The boys were surprised for their friend's story, they never thought she could do that "Cheating a boyfriend with two guys, why did you do that?" said Jackson.

"I was confused..."

"That's normal Jackson, Yn never dated before in her life" Jaebeom asked Yn "and what happened next?"

She lowered her head "Jaehyun found out I was cheating as he showed photos of me with them to Johnny, he was devastated but when I found his minor lover was now his girlfriend, I.."

"What did you do?" asked Youngjae.

"I lost my temper, I called him a pedophile, I destroyed the gifts he offered me as I cut the relationships with everyone" Yn starts crying.

"Yn, calm down.." Jinyoung was about to sit next to her to comfort her, but he stopped when Yn admitted.

"I fell in love with you seven at the same time again!" the boys didn't hear it right, they asked her to repeat as she did, they didn't know if they would be happy (they really are for being matched) or they would be surprised. "Yes, I fell in love with you 4 years ago as well, I feel great with you all.."

"Yn, if you love us why you don't we cannot be together?" Bambam said.

"Because I cannot choose one and cheating on him with others to ruin the whole group!"

Mark realized it "Wait, that was the reason?" she nods affirming confused and the boys giggled and Mark tells the truth "I think you didn't understand at the beginning Yn, we proposed to you to date with all of us."

"Polyamory? And do you think it's a good idea for you guys?"

"Don't worry Yn" said Jaebeom "We can meet up each other after our vacation.."