im trying mine best

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You ever feel like everything  fall out of place?. Just breath it out and just do what you got to do to survive. Well kinda hard when you slowly giving up but fighting to stay head high. It like your trying to let people in to help you.But your mind said something  else. You show you don't want help but deep down your reaching  out for help. Don't know how to reach out for help. All you know is to be on your own and push people  away. Trying  mine best to let people  in  but can't . I'm scared that once  I let them in they eventually  will give on me, and I'll lose mine  strength. That was keeping  me  from  falling  for the  wrong  time and  places.  How am I supposed  to  show someone  it okay to ask for help If you don't ask. I been trying  to  distract  myself  with friends  and family  but nothing help distract  the reality  that you are about to bring someone  life to a world that going down hill. But have to show them the meaning  of  life. Everyday I ask myself  are you ready to be that child life to  death kill you. I tell myself  I will never let my child see me suffer  or struggling to keep us up high. But I will fight to keep my child safe.

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