You ever feel like everything fall out of place?. Just breath it out and just do what you got to do to survive. Well kinda hard when you slowly giving up but fighting to stay head high. It like your trying to let people in to help you.But your mind said something else. You show you don't want help but deep down your reaching out for help. Don't know how to reach out for help. All you know is to be on your own and push people away. Trying mine best to let people in but can't . I'm scared that once I let them in they eventually will give on me, and I'll lose mine strength. That was keeping me from falling for the wrong time and places. How am I supposed to show someone it okay to ask for help If you don't ask. I been trying to distract myself with friends and family but nothing help distract the reality that you are about to bring someone life to a world that going down hill. But have to show them the meaning of life. Everyday I ask myself are you ready to be that child life to death kill you. I tell myself I will never let my child see me suffer or struggling to keep us up high. But I will fight to keep my child safe.
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Trust no one?
RandomThis story base on finding who she is even if she doesn't know who she is