Dear, whoever is reading these..
I've been called many horrific things. Don't know why? Sure their on the internet coming from strangers, but that doesn't make it hurt less.
Some people do actually come up to me during school and whisper horrible, hurtful things. While writing I'm crying. Sounds dramatic, but it's pretty damn true. Go ahead and judge me for my choice, but this is my goodbye to you. Treasure it or don't. I don't care. It's your choice anyways. Bye mom and dad who weren't around. Bye Bambi, my best friend in the world. You tried, but trying isn't always good enough. Lastly, goodbye crewel world, who judge us all. Actually it's not the world who's fucked up, it's the people in it.
Well goodbye darlings,
Benny Grace Jewel
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I just got the news that my best friend Benny committed suicide. She couldn't, she wouldn't. She was doing so well of staying strong. Or so I thought. I cried and I cried. They said she left a goodbye note, I read that than cried some more. Why, Benny..?
