Today was the funeral. My speech was short.
Benny, was my best friend. And I let her down.
I couldn't look at Benny in the coffin, didn't seem.. fair. Fair to who? Her or me?
People from school where there. Benny's parents cried. I was mad at them. Didn't say a word to them. They never talked to her much anyways. Yet, they cry over her. Am I being selfish? Or protecting Benny..?
I sat in the back thinking. And thinking.
Damn you Benny, if you would have let me in. Shut up Bambi, it's your fault. She even said it! Fuck. Fuck, FUCK!! You didn't try hard enough!
...
You didn't try Bambi.
You didn't try Benny.
