Just a moment he thougt he is the happiest person alive but in seconds his whole life broke down.The person he loved most betrayed him.He was so pathetic to trust him.He thought he knew him but now he understand he knew nothing about him.His whole word is a lie.He fell in love so hard.Now it's killing him.So slowly he understand he don't need to live anymore.
He still remembered the warn encounter he had with him.
It was a cold busy night he finally finished his nine to five job and had a nice dinner with one of his close friends.he was heading back home when he met him.he was wearing a fitted suit looking like a handsome god.his innocent self fall in love just by seeing him.he followed him.He saw him going to near by cafe.he also went there and observe him so closely but he wasn't the only one who was interested.when he was about to exit a strong hand hold his tiny hand.He instantly looked up.Without talking he let that strong hand to drag him away he was very happy.after half an hour he was standing in front of a hotel.he knew what he want .he knew he want this. So he let the man beside him to play with him more like break him.he never thought it as a one night stand.when he woke up in the morning naked and used he never felt sad or happy it was a empty feeling.he already miss him.he know that he will never meet him but still he wished he woud stay and tell him good bye.he was being silly and deep down he knew it..
Now he is lost.He want to cry but there is no tears left.he feel the pain and he can't bear it anymore.he is heartbroken.
He missed him and he don't know why he is the one who cheated on him.
After tge first encounter with him he never thought he will meet him again but he met him again this time he was wearing more casual clothes.he saw him smiling and talking with his best friend jacy.he was shocked and didn't hear anyting.when he regained himself he was standing with jacy and him.he fake smiled and listened to his best friend.when she said that he is her boyfriend his whole world became black..
He still remember when he said "Tom I am in love with you" it was the most happiest day in his life.Now thinking back all those things it was just a lie he said to get in to his pants.
He is so pathetic to believe that.
He remembered after the encounter with jacy how he came to him and told him not to tell jacy how they met.he promised him and also made plans to meet him again.he knew he was doing wrong but he coudn't help it.he was betraying his best friend but he didn't care anymore he was possessed with his charms.they spend lots of time together.eventually he fell in love with him so hard he belived that he can have a happy ending with him.but it is'nt the thruth.Deep down he knew it.
His whole world shattered when he recieved the invitation card for his best friend wedding.charles miller was the only thing he could only see ..he ran like a madman to meet him. He met him but he never expected to hear what he said to him."This is over Tom."he wanted to scream at him shout at him but he coudn't he knew this is going to happen.what he did was walk far away from him.
Now he is smiling at his foolishness.He want to tell jace that he love her boyfriend now husband.but what will happen after that he will lose his best friend and the man he love.he know that charles don't love him but he don't want charles to hate him.that's true love.he want see him happy even he himself in so much pain.
He was tired of being in pain he really wanted to end this pain now he is going to end this pain.
He decided to end his life.some will call him pathetic but he didn't care he was in so much pain.
He gathered all the pills he can find in his apartment.once he sallow it all his pain will go away.....
But is this what he get from truly loving someone.he loved him truly he sacrificed his own happiness.he thought for a second he don't deserve this he is better than this.he can change ..
He gave his life a second chance.now he feel free.he still love him.but he love himself more....
Learn from your mistakes...
