It's been like 4 days since I killed Sam. Tomorrow is his funeral and to remember him we decided to he dumb for a night and go to San Clemente. What for you ask? Oh you know just to use a Ouija board.
The ride to San Clemente and to the cemetery has been stressful and emotional. I started to cry when we saw a sign that said "Welcome to San Clemente!" And under it said "population 21,984" (no clue if that's actually it). "Population 21,983" I said through sobs. The whole car was eventually in tears. We even had to pull over because kian couldn't pull him self together. We are all emotionally unstable at the moment. When kian stopped crying we drove off to the cemetery. We parked and we all got out of the very packed car. Trevor popped the trunk and grabbed the board. JC and I walked hand in hand to the middle section while Trevor, Ricky, Connor, Kian and Troye followed behind. We finally reached the center so we sat in a circle and unpackaged the box with the board in it. Ricky read the instructions aloud "lay the board on a flat surface, put the triangular disk in the center of the board below the 'V'." We did as told and Ricky continued to read "Everyone place two fingers on the disk and start talking. You can start with 'are there any spirits there?' remember to day good bye." Ricky finished reading and Connor whispered "So let's get started..." We all put our fingers on the disk and asked exactly what it said in the instructions "are there any spirits here?" Kian started. The disk started moving to 'yes' "what's your name?" Trevor asked. It started moving to letters and Trev read them aloud "t u r n a r o u n d" I swear my heart stopped but when I turned around I saw Sam standing there dripping wet in the rain and smiling. I took my hand off of the disk went up to Sam and slapped him. I went back to the board and made us all say good bye at the same time.
Kian ran up to Sam and hugged him while crying. I just sat there confused. If he was alive why would he put me through all this pain? Does he hate me? But why? What did I do to him? I don't care. He must hate me by doing this to me. I even considered killing my self because I couldn't stand a world without him. Before I know it I'm sprinting to the car with JC running after me. We are both crying. When I reach the car I open the door climb in scoot over and let JC in. The rest of the guys are back doing who knows what. JC wraps his arms around me and comforts me. He doesn't ask what's wrong because he knows. I told him that I considered suicide. He said he would if I did so I didn't. I'm in love with the most caring and sweet did I mention hot guy around. I hear a knock on the door window. Its the guys. We unlock the doors and everyone climbs in. Including Sam.
We get to the hotel and park in the garage. I was the last one out Sam was right before me. "Hey... Can we talk?" Sam asked cautiously "gladly." I responded quietly. We walked in the hotel and the guys went up to their rooms as Sam and I stayed to talk in the loby. "I'm sorry." Sam started "I had to lie to you. I missed my old life and I honestly hate your brother now. Our friendship will never be the same. Ever. I'm sure ours won't be either. But I need to let you know why I lied to you and why my mom called. Let's bring it all the way back to the fight. When Connor kicked me out of our seccind life... My whole life turned upside down. That was my only way to do what I truly love with people to actually watch. If I posted on another channel I will have like 1000 views by me tweeting. Im not only about the views I promise. But I just miss logging into the o2l account and uploading a video every Wednesday. I had to get back a Connor and change his life too. So "killed myself". I'm sorry for all the pain this may have put you through. I guess I could of thought of something less life changing bu-" I cut him off "yeah you could of." I left him there in the loby because I could care less about him right now. Maybe that will changed maybe. When I got to my room I unlocked the door and laid next to JC in our bed. "How did it go?" He asked "Amazing." I said with a sigh. I turned off the Tv for Justin and we fell asleep with our arms around each other.
This has been an interesting night.
A/N and thats how you make a Sam Pottorff come relive! I haven't uploaded in forever so I'm going to give you short chapters close together because I feel bad hah. Your welcome beccaragss
Xx- Maura
YOU ARE READING
Connor Frantas Sister (JC Caylen Fanfiction)
FanfictionAdopted by The frantas. Hooked up with Jc Caylen. What better or worse could happen to somebody's life?