I wake up to my alarm going off, it's Monday.
It has been a few days since I talked to Sam. He hasn't talked to me at all, as if he was mad at me. Jayden is basically done with me. She doesn't talk to me anymore because I have been ignoring her. I can't blame her for anything because it's my fault. After I sit in bed thinking for about 10 minutes I get up.
I get dressed in dark grey sweatpants, a black fitted tee, and red vans.
Then I put mascara and foundation on.
When I get to school, I feel like everyone is staring at me. I just walk straight to my locker. When the bell rings I go to first period. I sit in the back in my usual spot. I put my headphones in. All of the guys sit in there usual spot too.
In the middle of class I get a note passed to me, from Gilinsky.
'Got that weed yet?' I glare at him once I read it.
I get my stuff and walk out before the teacher can question me. I need to shut Gilinsky up about that.
I walk to the skate park, that my brother used to hang out at. As I walk up I recognize a one of my brothers friends. Joey, he is tall and has brown hair and tan skin, he's pretty hot.
"Hey Joey! Come here." I say as he walks over.
"Hey Cassidy, sorry about your bro. What are you doing here." He says.
"I need to ask you a favor."
"What is it?"
"I need some weed." I say, and he has a shocked look on his face.
"Sorry I can't do that." He says, and I give him a weird look.
"Why!"
"Your brother said that if you ever asked that I had to say no." He says.
"Would you rather give it to me, or have me go to a random guy and possibly get raped." I say.
"Ok fine but don't tell anyone." He says getting his backpack.
"Ok." I say, he hands me a bag of weed, and I hand him a twenty dollar bill, but he denied it.
"Nah it's alright don't worry about it." He says. And walks off. I put it back into my backpack and walk back to school.
When I get back its break. I go to my locker get some books out. The next to periods were a blur, when it was lunch I walk to the side of the school and sit down with my back up against the wall.
I take out my lunch, my phone, and the book perks of being a wallflower.
As I'm reading the book I hear footsteps coming towards me. I look up to see Jack Gilinsky?
"What do you want." I say looking down at my book.
"Why are you out here alone? Did all of your friends realize how lame you are Orr?" He says.
"What is wrong with you."
"Someone told me that the reason your out here is because your brother died huh? Oh what a tragedy, have you realized that no one has noticed that he's gone. Let alone you?" He says. I just stare up at him.
"Is that why you couldn't get me that weed?" He says laughing.
I get the weed out of my backpack and throw it up to him.
"Now will you shut your fucking mouth before I shut it for you?" I say getting up. He just stands there.
"Such a dick." I say as I walk away.
/////A.N- omg I hate this chapter. I just couldn't think of anything. I hope they get better.. sorry-/////
