Lavish l.s. {Sequel to Brotherly Love}

Chapter 11

Had some terrible writers block but here's a new chapter finally! X

"I missed you, Loulou!" Harry laughs loudly as Louis picks him up and spins him around.

"Oh, love. I missed you much much more!" Harry tucks his blushing face in Louis' neck, his short legs locking around his waist. Harry smiles to himself and starts to press light kisses to the side of Louis' neck.

"Harry" Louis quickly stops him before he could go any further. Harry pouts as Louis sits him down walking into Harry's living room, he sits on the couch motioning for Harry to come over.

"Everything okay?" Harry bites his lip but sits down next to Louis. He reaches for his brothers hand but Louis shakes his head and pulls away.

"Look" Louis takes a deep breath "I don't want you to think I regret having s.ex with you but I do regret how quick it happened" Harry's pouts turns into a frown and he slowly nods but stays quiet, allowing Louis to continue.

"There's so much we haven't discussed and I don't think we should've jumped right into s.ex-"

"We didn't, we talked a little bit. Its not a bad thing, just s.ex"

"Just sex, Harry?" Louis scoffs softly "I don't think we shou-"

"No" Harry shakes his head standing back up "you're not doing this again, you can't just tell me we can't do stuff and then continue flirting and kissing me" tears quickly fill his green eyes, remembering their past.

"Harry, I don't mean forever but we really shouldn't start this on only s.ex" Louis stands up but keeps a distance between him and Harry.

"This started with s.ex the day you had me grind against you while we watched football- when you told me to call you daddy. I was only 17! You took advantage of how naive I was and you know it. You were always upset after we had s.ex or did anything for that matter

You would take it out on me and hurt my feelings! And L-Luke showed up and you always made him leave- and-and" Harry ends with gasping loudly his cheeks were soaked with tears and his lungs felt like they were closing up.

"Hey hey, breath. I need you to breath for me, okay?" Louis says calmly, wrapping his arms around Harry's shaking frame pulling him in close. Harry shakes his head and pushes Louis away, not only was Louis triggering his panic attack but only the thought of Luke was giving him terrible flashbacks.

He hasn't seen Luke since he left and he hopes it stays that way.

"I'm sorry" Harry forced himself to calm down, his breathing still hard. Louis shushes him, grabbing his hand, walking the two up to Harry's bedroom, thankful that he remembered exactly where it was.

Louis lays back against the headboard, only turning on the fairy lights. They both sit on the bed, the only touching between them being their thighs slightly brushing.

Harry didn't know how to feel, he felt seventeen again.

"Just focus on your breathing for me yeah? You're okay" Louis says softly rubbing the young boys knee.

Harry soon relaxed gently leaving against his brother, his breathing slowing down as he gradually became sleepy. Panic attacks are exhausting and it's been a while since Harry has had one.

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It's been an hour since Harrys panic attack and both boys were currently still in his expensive bed, Harry sound asleep, his head resting on Louis' shoulder while Louis was only half asleep still trying to finish the Netflix movie he started.

Louis almost jumped out of his skin when he heard Harry's front door open, a familiar voice ringing throughout the house.

"Angel?" Louis jumps out of the bed, not even realizing how hard he shoved the younger boy away.

Louis felt a small sense of relief come over him when he noticed James standing in the living room, confused.

"James?" Louis finally speaks up, James turning his attention towards the boy.

James scrunches his eyebrows before nodding "Louis?"

Louis stands there stunned, not sure what to say or do.

"Daddy?" Louis turns around at the familiar voice, his heart dropping when he saw how Harry's eyes lit up at the sight of the rich man.

"Hi darling" James smiles as Harry walks over "why is he here?"

Louis scoffs, rolling his eyes and crossing his arms over his chest.

"I believe I'm allowed to come see Harry when I please-"

"Please go" Harry cuts him off, Louis opens his mouth to speak but Harry shakes his head pointing to the front door.

"Now"