<< lily & sirius >>
sirius
lils, can we talk?
lily
what's up ?
sirius
you know about this stuff better than i do (super ally™️) so i was hoping you could help me
lily
is everything okay? is this about you being gay? because if you don't like that label it's okay to realize you're something else!!!
sirius
it's actually about my gender...
lily
oh, uh okay what's up
sirius
well it's just...i helped marlene with her eyebrows (she says i have the precision of a god, idk) and she jokingly asked if she could do my makeup and i really liked it
lily
well
guys can wear makeup
sirius
i liked it so much it scared me lily
i looked in the mirror and it wasn't a boy staring back
lily
okay, are you telling me your a woman then?
sirius
no, i don't think so anyway
sirius
some days i don't feel quite that way
it's complicated it doesn't make sense to me
lily
huh
sirius
like some days i really like that and other days i like the leather jacket, ripped jeans...
lily
okay, guys can wear dresses too
sirius
i don't think i'm saying any of this right
lily
i'll shut up
you figure out what you need to stay, okay?
sirsis
okay so it's like this
some days i'm upset that i'm not a girl and some days i'm happy to be a boy and some days i just wanna be like a blob
lily
okay so
this is like physical, not just like
you're good wearing a dress?
sirius
uh yeah
lily
so have you ever heard the term non-binary ?
sirius
i've heard it online
lily
so it's an umbrella term for some genders outside the binary (male or female)
i would look into genderfluid, but i can't tell you which label fits best
i'm here if you need anything
sirius
thank you lily
lily
um
have you told remus this?
sirius
remus???
why would i??
lily
you guys are best friends
& james wouldn't be able to help you—he cares he just doesn't get this stuff
sirius
i'm not talking to remus right now
lily
everything okay
sirius
i need go tell you something
you can't tell anyone
not marls, alice, james, none of them
lily
okay, you bc an trust me
sirius
remus and i have been...sleeping together and
we got into a fight bc i don't want to be with someone who isn't out
lily
but you want to be with him?
sirius
uh...yeah
hes so amazing like
lily
awe, love
tell him!
sirius
i can't
i'm mad at him
lily
god youre annoying aren't you
sirius
:(
lily
seriously, talk to him man
please
james feels like shit bc he feels responsible for you two not talking
sirius
good
listen, i'll think about it okay?
lily
fair enough
sirius
and hey! while i've got you here, did you do the trig hw?
lily
there's the sirius black i know!
sirius
so...no?
lily
ill help you do it at breakfast tomorrow, okay?
sirius
thanks lils! love you !
lily
you too, sirius
read. 3:24pm.
