Jealousy//L.S.

part 8

They were live for about 3 hours and then decided to stop. Everyone was so excited, One Direction was officially back. It was around 4pm and Harry suggested to get some delivery to eat some lunch and kind of celebrate the -official now- reunion.

All of them were sitting around the kitchen island, eating, talking and laughing -okay maybe only Niall was laughing, but they were all having a great time-

''Wow...we are back, One Direction is back" Louis said smiling to the lads having flashbacks from when they were again together ''Do you remember when we had our very first concert?'' Niall asked cringing in the memory ''It was such a disaster" Harry answered earning a nod from everyone.

''Okay, I have a very important question...'' Zayn asked gesturing to Louis ''Go on'' Louis said. ''Are you two back or what?" Zayn said earning a cold look from Harry ''No, no, we're not." Louis answered quickly "We are just in better terms now that I know, I guess" Harry then added looking at Louis.

"Anyway, are we gonna celebrate the reunion tonight?" Liam asked to break the awkwardness ''I am in" Niall said "Just like back then" Zayn added ''You already know the answer Payno" Louis laughed ''Harry?" Liam asked ''Ummm...I mean, yeah, sure" Harry said not quite sure

"Where are we going thou?" Niall asked with a confused look ''Surprise" Liam answered with a smirk, what was that suppose to mean? nobody knows. Liam changed a lot during the hiatus, he started really having fun and enjoying life.

The silent was broken by Liam's phone ringing

L: Hello?

M!M: You should know who is calling before picking up everyone in the room rolled their eyes, it was modest

L: What's wrong?

M!M: We want all of you to make a list of 6 solo songs you want to sing on the tour, you can either sing it solo or we can give solos to everyone, the choice is up to you, we want the list until Monday -aka in two days-

L: Alright, bye Liam said hanging up

''Any ideas?" Liam asked the boys who seem skeptical ''I do have some ideas, like medicine or Sweet Creature" Harry said making Louis think back to the lyrics of Medicine ''I love Medicine mate, it's so good, I need a studio version" Niall said clearly fangirling making the boys laugh "Louis?" Liam asked Louis who was lost in his thoughts ''Umm, I am thinking of Habit, Always you, Two of us, Defenceless or We Made It, I'm not really sure. What about you?" Louis replied "Strip That Down, Remember, Stack It Up, Familiar and Bedroom Floor I think. Zayn? Niall?" Liam answered remembering every lyric of Louis songs thinking of how awkward it would be. ''No clue" Niall said ''Same" Zayn said in agreement.

''Oh, I almost forgot, I would love if we did like a listening party with our own solo music and kind of talk about each album, but only the five of us just to learn more about each other as solo" Zayn suggested ''Sure, what about now?" Niall said earning a nod from everyone.

"What about starting with my personal favorite on, Walls?" Liam suggested ''That would actually be amazing" Zayn replied gesturing to Harry to play 'Walls'. "Alexa, play Walls by Louis Tomlinson" Harry said, moments later Kill My Mind started playing, Liam and Niall sang along a little, Zayn knew some words, Harry didn't have a clue about the songs, he hadn't heard anything after 2017.

'Don't Let It Break Your Heart' played next which had some 'clues' to Harry and Louis' relationship without anything clear. 'Two Of Us' was next, everyone knew all the lyrics to that, they all had heard it to support Louis with his lost. Louis started tearing up, Liam rubbed his back and whispered in his ear "It will be alright Lou" which made Louis understand he will always have 4, actually 3 best friends to talk to when he is sad.

Harry looked at Louis without him realizing, it was kinda devastating for Harry to see the person he loves struggle that much but not being able to do something. 'We Made It' was next and that's when it started getting awkward.

'' 'Cause we made it, underestimated and always underrated, now we're saying goodbye, waving to the hard times" Harry's first thoughts were if this was bout Eleanor, if now they had a real relationship, it couldn't be for him, they hadn't made it. ''Yeah, it's gonna be alright, like the first time. Met you at your doorstep, remember how we tasted. Looking into your eyes, baby you were still high. Never coming down with your hand in mine" Harry looked at Louis who was looking at him like saying the song is about him

''Oh my, I remember those nights, meet you at your uni', cheap drinks, drink 'em all night. Staying out 'til sunrise. Share a single bed and tell each other what we dream about, things we'd never say to someone else out loud'' that's something they did, they would do that all the time at X-factor, when they were still free. Louis looked at Liam and whispered "I think he will notice that basically the whole album is for him" then Liam looked at him with a soft face "Don't let this moment slip away Louis'' and giggled.

''We were only kids, just tryna work it out. Wonder what they'd think if they could see us now, yeah'' Zayn looked at both Louis and Harry understanding what the song was about.

After some time, when the chorus ended Louis looked at Harry's eyes and sang with the song in the background ''Oh, God, what I could've become, don't know why they put all of this on us when we're so young, done a pretty good job dealing with it all. When you're here, don't need to say no more, nothing in the world that I would change it for. Singing something poppy on the same four chords. Used to worry 'bout it but I don't no more, yeah" Liam, Niall and Zayn were looking at him sing while Harry had closed his eyes letting some tears fall down his face, when he opened them he saw Louis on his knees in front of him ''I am so sorry Harry" Louis said hugging he younger boy.

Louis then went back on his seat, the song was done. 'Too Young' started making everyone -except Harry- look at Louis knowing what's coming. ''We were too young to know we had everything. Too young, I wish I could've seen it all along. Im sorry that I hurt you, darling, no, oh, we were too young'' Harry realized from the beginning this song is about him so he sat back and paid attention to the lyrics.

''I've been looking back a lot lately, me and you is all I've ever known. Its hard to think you could ever hate me, but everything's feeling different now. Oh, I can't believe I gave in to the pressure, when they said a love like this would never last, so I cut you off 'cause I didn't know no better. Now I realize, yeah, I realize'' Harry was sook, he didn't know how hurt Louis really was

''We were too young to know we had everything. Too young, I wish I could've seen it all along, I'm sorry that I hurt you, darling, no, oh. We were too young (Ooh, ah) we were too young (Ooh, ah) we were too young'' maybe, Louis deserved a second chance, didn't he? that's all Harry could think about

The verse and the chorus passed, it was time for the bridge, the most awkward part for Louis ''It's been two years since Ive seen your face, I'm tryna find some better words to say, before I let this moment slip away. 'Cause now I realize. We were too young to know we had everything. Too young, I wish I could've seen it all along, I'm sorry that I hurt you, darling, no, oh'' Harry stood up and went to Louis who was quietly crying ''Hey, don't cry, I am here" Harry said rubbing Louis' back and placing a kiss at his cheek.

"Okay maybe we can take a break from that to be mentaly stable again and I am also pretty sure Niall is hungry" Zayn said joking around, everyone nodded except of Niall "I am not hungry Mrs. don't mess with my hair" Niall said trying to play the offended one causing everybody to burst into laughter