I just want to be loved
I don't want to be hurt anymore
I fell for you but you didn't catch me
So i hit the ground
I can't look at you without feeling hurt
You promised that you would heal me
Make me sane
Fix all the brokenness that I am
Yet, you say you're in the middle
All of this was your idea
If you can't live with it
Let me walk away
I am even more broken than I was before
There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you
How do you not see how hurt I am?
After all I've risked for you
You cheated to be happy
Turns out all I was just a replacement for your girlfriend
You wanted the attention you weren't getting
And I was stupid enough to let you use me
To lead me on.
It isn't fair.
How can you be unaffected by this when I just want to cry all the fucking time.
I risked everything for you
You wouldn't do what was best for you and breakup with her
You wanted me to kiss you the first time we hung out
I told you I wasn't ready
You kissed my neck
Held my hand
Said it would be ok
We would make it
I can't live with being your second option
I'm either first or nothing at all
I can't live with being a "side hoe"
I want to be the person you look forward to seeing
Not just when you're sad
You either need me or you don't
So this is the end of us
No looking back
So many regrets
How did you think that I would've been ok with just being used
If I wanted that I would've gone back to my Ex
I just feel so lonely
You claim to be busy when I want to hang out
Or you just lie
You constantly ignore me
Why should I trust you anymore?
I feel like I've lost you
When you forced me to confess my feelings about all of this is when I lost you
We used to be so happy,
Now it's as if you don't care anymore.
I left your house in tears
Yet you didn't give a fuck
You were all over her the whole fucking time
When you ask me over I don't want to be around her
I want it to be just us
You seem so much happier away from her.
I don't understand why you hurt me?
I don't understand how you hurt me?
I just know I'm tired of hurting
