I throw myself on my bed with tears falling down my perfect checks. My hand shakes as I go for the dresser drawer for an old friend. I promised myself that I wouldn't do this, that I would never see my friend again. Ever after was going to be my new life, I was going to be the princesses everyone wanted me to be. But now... My soft hand closes around the cold metal and I pull it from the drawer. "My old friend, I wish we would have never had to see each other again" my voice is calm but flat. I remove my dress revealing scared skin, not perfect and flawless like everyone thinks. We'll everyone but my father... The thought of him still sends shivers up my spine. I can still feel 'king charming' touching me with his cold hard hands, rubbing my skin. "Apple?" A knock on the door brought me out of my daze. I quickly look down and see blood all over my stomach with new cuts all over and the razor on my bed and I find myself in the corner. Getting up I run to dress my cuts and then dress myself. I clean my smeared make-up off my face and put a nice big fake smile. "Come in!!!" My high pitched cheery voice rang through my shared dorm room. The big oak door slowly creaked open and my best friend forever after came running in the room. I quickly sit on my bed and hide my cold metal friend back in the drawer.