Never Kiss You Best Friend

Finding peace..

Randhir rushed to their hotel rooms to found it to be empty, Sanyukta is nowhere he tried calling her but it gone in vane. He is close friend of her but at this time he is not able guess where might be she.

Randhir's pov

Pata nahi Sanyukta kaha hogi..I can feel her pain mein bhi wahi se gujar rha hu jaha se wo gujar rhi hai par mere dard ko kaun samjhega? Apne hatho se mein apne pyar ko kisi or ko de dia aur uska dokha..? Zindagi bhar mujhe yaad rahega bhale hi wo kisi or se pyar karti hai par kisi or ko khud pe haq dene ke baad wo mujhse shaadi ke lie taiyar thi? Kyun? Sanyukta ka dard aur uska decision ek had tak galt nahi tha. We got cheated from our loved ones. Khair abhi ye waqt nahi hai mujhe use dhundna hai uncle gave me her responsibility and I can't leave her because hamara dard ek hai aur dava bhi hume hi dhundna hai.
I am driving from hotel in search of her I don't no where is she want I know she must be in very crowded place because jab bhi wo akela feel krti hai to wo bhid dhundti hai khud ko khone ke lie. While driving I came to a busiest club in Goa. Giving a thought I entered and transfixed to find her in the middle of counter. Up there she is dancing like crazy with that sad heart broken smile. It's like she is in trance.

Sanyukta.. Sanyukta...come down we have to leave.

Huhhh...who... Ohhh Randhirrrrr Singhhhh she.... Leave it.. tum yaha kyun ho go go away I don't want you near me... You snatched my love..huhhh... She said cutely flaring her nose and turn around to dance more.

Sanyukta please hotel room mein wapis chalte hai phir hum fight karege ok...please come down.

Listening my words she stare me with many different emotions. Then she forward her hand and said

Ok...but on one condition...you have to drink.. bolo manjurrr hai ?

Listening her I was shocked why she put this condition but I don't have any other option and I need it too. I want to numb my aching heart and ticking brain.

Ok...let me get...

Are I will bring it...wait... saying she jumped off and rush to bring my drink. Ok i hope one drink won't harm. I was watching her wisppering to bartender.

Ye lo...sare gum bhul jaoge...

Hmm I took it and drank it at one go.

I know you are hurt too..but you are strong but mein nahi hu... she said nearing my ear.

I am shocked to listen her she understands my pain.
Sanyukta chalte hai.. saying I hold her by her waist and drag her till my car.

We sat inside quietly and I start driving. It is very comfortable silence feeling each other's pain but denying to confront.

Khairiyat pucho..
Kabhi to kaifiyat pucho..
Tumhare bin deewani ka..
kya haal hai...

Dil mera dekho na meri haisiyat pucho..
Tere bin ek din jese sau saal hai...

Her beautiful voice reach to my ear. I turn to her and saw her singing these lines closing her eyes. It was like I am flowing in her lines and pain because it is the same feeling I was feeling from yesterday night. Listening her i am driving but watching her too. Sanyukta tilted her head towards window feeling the air she again hummed this beautiful lines depicting our pain. I can feel her, her closed eyes and slipping tear drops are conveying the heart.

I dont know when my tears too roll down without my permission. It was all blur now the memories with Meera our no my future plans every thing was fake illusion. Unknowingly I grip her hand giving strength and she put her head on my shoulder griping tightly our interwened hands. I know she is drunk but this pain is so much that in drunken state she can't able to tolerate it.

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We reached hotel, Sanyukta was silent all the way only in between she hummed the lines frequently which I don't mind. When we reached to my room I was shocked to see the decoration there.

Oh f**k! I forgot to cancel the arrangement. I cursed and turn to find her in tears. Sanyukta..I am sorry...

Kyun Randhir ? Why did they cheated us? Why?
Thik hai wo ek dusre se pyar karte hai ok..but kyun kal raat wo.. I saw it with eyes Randhir and I am happy you were not there to saw Meera in his fu*k**g arms. They are close very close.

She cried kneeling near doorstep. And my tears are rolling too feeling her pain. Imagining Meera and Kabir together doing things which I want to with my wife is stabbing me. I too kneel down near her holding her by her shoulder.

Tumhe kya lgta hai Sanyukta mujhe dard nahi hua hai? Kal raat jab wo us balcony mein kade hoke apne pyar ko bhulne ki baat kar rhe the? Kal raat apne pyar ko celebrate karne ke plans bna rhe the? I too felt those broken pieces of heart and soul in here stabbing me. I said pointing my heart.
But I choose to give them their love. I can't be that much selfish. Tears were falling and I am rubbing them off from her eyes to my eyes.

Ab hume age bhadna hoga Sanyukta we can't hang there they moved on and we have too.

Randhir but..

Please Sanyukta. It's really paining me. I can't bear it please help me.
I don't know why I am saying all this to her may be the alcohol is kicking in.

Mujhe pata hai Randhir tumhara dard tum to Meera ko apni life mante ho. And you hand her to Kabir. But it's painful for me too Randhir they cheated us it's ringing in my ears kese bhul jau unhe jinhone itna sab kia and now they are happily married. Look at the bed Randhir you planned this for her but what she did? This decoration this flowers this candle every freaking thing is screaming your love for her and she consummated herself to Kabir before your marriage and shamelessly came to marry you. It is disgusting. That bloody Kabir he promised his marriage vows to me but he gave my rights to her. They broke us beyond repair. And I will not forgive them. Saying she tore away the decoration of bed and through away all the candles and stands. She broke the glasses too. And I am only watching her creating damage, this messed up room is very much similar to my life now.

I hold her in my arms to prevent her from harming herself.

Relax Sanyukta what's done is done we can't undo it let it be it's our broken life we have to fix it. Saying I hugged her and she snuggled in me.

It is like claiming the bubbling volcano in ourselves. We stayed for many minutes like this. The room is dim lighted and flowers and candles are everywhere like our lives. I am feeling vulnerable don't know why I am feeling week very week I wanted to be loved to be held but she doesn't want me this feeling is killing me.

I was never loved Randhir and he is only my family but he didn't loved me.

Shh...I am here Sanyukta. Kya hua wo hume pyar nahi karte we don't need them. My tears are falling freely on her shoulder.

Randhir shhh rote nahi I know you wanted to be loved too like me but...she rub my tears and fixed her gaze with mine.

This minute we both are broken and that alcohol is making in all too blur to feel sane now.

They are in pain..
They are in peace too..

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