School isn't the problem

Ugh

Omg I'm having so much fun with in New York. Mattia has been texting me but I blocked him so I don't receive it. My dad wants me to go back but he is letting me stay a few more weeks. I've had a mini glow up. I actually look really pretty. Well I mean I hope I do.
Skip 3 weeks-
I have to go back. My dad is making me. But I am excited for some reason I just can't put my fingers on it yet. Fuck I'm nervous. Well ima shower. I got in the shower did what I needed to do and started changing.

Once I finished I did some packing. Once I finished I started driving back to New Jersey. A few hours later I finally made it to my house. Yes I could finally just chill. I parked and got my bags out. I walked in and people yelled surprise. I seen Mattia there and I just scoffed and walked up stairs. My dad walked up and said/ hey.
You- hey.
Your dad- you ok.
You- Yeha
Y/d- I'm leaving for another trip.
You- alright
He walked out and you changed into something comfy.

I walked downstairs and grabbed my keys. I walked onto the kitchen and looked in the pantry for a snack. I found pop tarts and and started eating some. Everybody was still in the living room and I yelled to my dad- DAD IM GOING TO KATIE'S FOR A WHILE SEE YA LATER.
He said- ALRIGHT HAVE EVERYONE LEAVE.
You- y'all heard him get out. They didn't move and you said- did I stutter get out now.
They all got out and mattia tried to talk to your but you just got in your car. You drive off to Katie's. You walked in and said- hey bitch.
You seen her making out with ale. Then you slowly walked out. You just laughed and decided to go watch a movie. You went to go see( any movie you like). You got your snack s drinks and walked in the theater. You seen Mattia. You just looked away and watched the movie. You seen him with Jenna. Hey sat right next to you. They started making out and stuff like that. You couldn't head from all the giggling so you moved a few seats down. He jus looked at you and you just watched the movie. In the middle of the movie you felt your phone buzz and you seen roshaun text.

Ro ro 🤪
Hey
Hey
Wya?
Movies you?
At home bored.
Want me to come over?
Yes plz Alvaro won't shut up.
Alright I'll be there in 5

You got up from your seat and walked out the theater to your car. It was like 9:30. You drove to alvaro's house and knocked. Roshaun opened and said- yes finally
You laughed and greeted everyone. You went up to the room with the boys talked laughed and then Alvaro got a FaceTime call.

Alv- Alvaro
Mat- Mattia

Alv- hey Mattia
Mat- hey wyd?
Alv- handing with Roshaun and Yn you?
Mat- nth much hangin with my girl JENNA.
Alv- why did you have to say her name really loud.
Mat- oh no reason.

Roshaun started sayid/ hey Yn what should we do.
You- I don't fucking know go live I guess.

Alv- I got to go I'm going live with my little bean
Mat- who's ugly ass name is that?
You walked the phone grabbed it and said mine bitch now bye. You hung up and went live with the boys.
Fan1- what happened to Yn and mattia?
You- oh tbh he got mad said some things I went to New York and he got with another girl.
Fan2- damn he did you dirty
You- well tbh honest I really don't care anymore at least I'm free.
Roshaun- alright
Alvaro- I'm bored ima play fifa with the boys.
He left the live.
Fan3- Jenna is so much better than you.
You- oh thats cool.
Roshaun- who the fuck asked bitch? Like why you hatin just because you could've get with him like you tried. Hahah that's funny you wanna be hating on this beautiful person but you should look at your self.
Mattia joined and said- what an ugly person..
Roshaun- man Mattia I'm done with you shut up already who asked? I don't think anybody did so keep your goddamn mouth shut because form what I remember you were crying over her for months so don't even start.
Jenna joined.
Jenna- wow Mattia dates that.
You- bitch at least my beauty is real. I doubt I even am but at least it's real. You all plastic. Barbie head lookin ass. Like keep your motha fuckin mouth shut before I fly flies in and you choke on it. I really don't need your tryna hate on me. Yeha I have a lot of hate but at this point I don't give two shits about it anymore.
Roshaun- period
You laughed and fan 4 said- wow she needed to let that out.
You- I did
Fan5- wow
You- alright ima guest somebody.
You guested Diego and he said- damn you went off.
You- don't mess with me I clap back. I ain't afraid of some that's like 4"7. Bitch I'm 5"2 and I'm not that tall but I still don't care. He laughed and said- damn my Latina is goin off.
You- I'm still like the fuck does she think she's talking to. Cause like bitch I will fuck her up.
He stared and said- well ima head to bed pick me up at the airport tmrw.
You- bet
You went live with chase and he said- damn you went off.
You- yeh I guess anyway wyd
Chase- nth much just bored hanging with nick
Nick in the back- hi Yn
You - hey nick when are you coming?
Nick- soon
You- alright hit me up then
You ended the live then just went home.

You got me fucked up. You could suck my left nut. Anyways any ideas I need them. And yes those are lyrics I put.