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"We stopped looking under the bed for monsters, when we realized they were inside of us."
-JokerRain.
I stare at my reflection in the mirror.
The skies of the color charcoal, that haunts me.
Why am I doing this to myself?
When I was younger, I didn't know what to call them. Now I call them illusions.
Losing my mind on a tiny error.
Illusions didn't pity my pain.
I nearly left the real me on the shelf no, no, no, no.
They didn't fuel my anger.
Don't lose who you are, in the blurry of the stars.
They only...gave me dreams which I despised.
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing.
I hated sleeping, their dreams...were so horrible.
It's okay not to be okay.
My mother...i had to watch her death every time I dreamt.
Sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart.
Then, I would hear...their crooked vile of their laughter.
Tears don't mean your losing, everybody's bruising.
Suffering in the agony of those memories that was once mine.
Just be true to who you are.
Illusions....
Brushing my hair do I look perfect?
Illusions only exist for my suffering, and then, if their lucky, rise to madness.
I forgot what to do to fit the mold, yeah.
They dwell in the misfortunes of others, but they take an uneasy obsession for my sanity.
The more I try the less it's working, yeah.
I can't run from them anymore.
'Cause everything inside me screams, no, no, no, no,
I am no longer, able to explore into my imagination.
Don't lose who you are, in the blur of the stars.
Now, I live in a façade that is filled with madness it stinks of it.
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing
Now I remain pallid.
Its okay not to be okay
In this horrible state of worlds I was yet to explore.
Sometimes its hard, to follow your heart
However was doomed to be imprisoned by the villains who were not myself.
Tears don't mean your losing, everybody's bruising
My once beautiful green grass, which kept cool underneath my skin.
Just be true to who you are!
Is now metal with tainted black.
There's nothing wrong with who you are!
My beautiful blue sky with cotton filled clouds I wished I could always reach.
Yes, no's, egos, fake shows, like WHOA!
Turned into blood red sky that only made me want to cry my heart out if I even had one.
just go, and leave me alone!
What's the point of living?
Real talk, real life, good love, goodnight
What's the point of anything?
With a smile, that's my home!
I....truly believe...I have gone mad...
That's my home, no...
Truly I leave no legacy in my world that I haven't even seen.
No, no, no, no, no....
The world will never even know I exist.
Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!
Not even know that I had lived.
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing
But my life was never lived anyway, so there's no complaining.
Its okay not to be okay.
After my death, I'll be replaced and forgotten like a tool.
Sometimes its hard, to follow you heart
No.
Tears don't mean your losing, everybody's bruising
Like a monster.
Just be true to who you are...
Leave me no pity.
Who you are
I don't need it.
Who you are
If you truly want to help me..
Who you are
Then please..end my suffering...by having me dead.
Who you are
The skies, would truly be such a rainy day wouldn't it?
Who you are
Rain.
Who you are
Washing my footprints away.
Who you are
That weren't even there...
Who you are...
ILLUSIONS IN THE MEMORY[BLEACH]
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