Beintehaa

Restlessness

Manik's pov

I stood there feeling guilty to hurt her, to break her heart... I wasn't feeling good at all. It has never happened with me... I have rejected many women in my life but never felt so worst like I'm feeling right now...

I know i have fallen for her.. I know its love at first sight... I know she's the one for me but.... But I'm afraid... Afraid to love her, afraid to let her in, afraid that she'll leave me when she'll know my true identity...

I don't have anyone in my life... I'm all alone...it suffocates, this loneliness scares me... I want her to brighten my dark life... But what if... What if to brighten my life i push her in darkness.. No no no i can't... i can't do that to her.. I don't deserve anyone...

Manik left from there thinking about his so unlucky life unknown to him that nandini was looking at him all the time hiding behind the curtains... Looking at him all lost and miserable..manik was feeling all restless..

Nandini's pov

I was happy today don't know why but my heart was way to happy... I was dancing with the kids in rain as they all pulled me to get drain ignoring all my scolding that they'll fall sick...

Well forgetting all my anger and worries i started enjoying the rain with this Lil monkey 🐒 they always bring out a different me...we were enjoying when they all demanded me to sing and i happily agreed.. Singing dancing i didn't knew from how long we were in rain... Until when i felt someone strong glares at me...

I look around and my eyes found its  way to his honey brown eyes... He was lost in me and  just the thought that he saw me singing n dancing made me blush...

Composing my self i walked close to him still with our eyes  lock... He's eyes, the longing, that pain in he's eyes made my stomach crunch... I wanted to take away all that pain from his life... I so wanted to hug him and tell him that I'm there...at that very movement i knew i was his, i knew i belonged to him...i knew in love him...Manik my Manik....i knew it was him dadu showed me his photo....haye me maarjava...

He rejected.. He rejected me... He rejected to get married to me... But don't know why his words were not matching his eye's... It felt like he was stopping him self i don't know for what and for why... But i knew he didn't wanted to reject...

He asked me that why i didn't questioned him... He was close... He was so close to me that i could see he was so miserable... I so wanted to caress his just 2 day stubble and console him but i knew he needs time... And so i talked rudely with him.. I know it hurted him but its was necessary... He without knowing me without talking to me he just can't reject me....

I left him behind and ran to my room... I knew 2 more second and i would have had done things which didn't wanted to... Coming in my room i was feeling restless...unknown to me my step lead to window of my room to see him all lost in  his thoughts...

I know manik... I know you are all lost in this dark life of yours...i know you feel for me, i have seen in your eyes that love that longing... You want someone to bring you out from your darkness.. You want someone to love you to pamper you.. I promise manik i promise you to fill your life with world's happiness.. That nandini's promise to you...

Nandini was determine to walk in maink's life but the question is will manik allow her in?

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