Written In The Stars • Yoonmin [Completed✔]

16: Fear

Oh who would have thought? It's a triple update!! 😍😍

Btw, This chapter is entirely focused on Yoongi
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Yoongi steps outside of the café with his head hung low.

He is now feeling rather empty, and with his face void of any emotions, Yoongi looks like a walking zombie.

The talk with Jimin takes an emotional toll in his heart, and he knows that whatever he says or do will do nothing but change the current situation he has now.

Because it's already too late. So late.

Yoongi knew that this day will come,knew that this will happen when he rolled up the car window to avoid Jimin's questioning and hurt gaze.

He knew it the moment he made the decision of leaving Jimin.

But what Yoongi didn't know is how hurting and painful it is. No one told him it would be this hard, and no amount of readiness can ease it.

No amount of self-loathing and blameful existence can now fill up his gaping and wounding heart.

Yoongi can only hope that what Jimin said is true. That he likes, or even loves Hoseok. He hopes that Hoseok will never hurt or leave Jimin the way he did.

He hopes that in all the worst things and feelings he gave to Jimin, bringing Hoseok with him back to Korea is one of the best things.

But a part of him still screams the words he wanted to say. All of the reasons that Jimin wanted, he was ready to give.

He was ready, and Jimin was too.

But they were ready with different things.

Yoongi can only wish he could go back  in time, right from the start where everything feels right. Everything feels better. And as he thinks about different what-ifs, his chest started to hurt.

He clutches on the fabric of his shirt tightly while evening out his breaths.

'Not now, please.' he begged to himself, but every step he takes only make the pain hurt more.

Yoongi's vision is now becoming blurry, as the older's head started to spin. He can almost feel himself fainting, but tries his hardest to stop himself from doing so.

Yoongi shakily and weakly reaches out for his phone at his backside pocket to call his brother, but before he can even open it he felt another surge of pain from his chest.

It was too painful, more painful than yesterday. One that made Yoongi stumble on his feet and landed on his knees to the ground; with his free hand palming the concrete for support.

He writhes there in pain, not minding the glances and stares of the people around him.

He tried his hardest to scream out for help, one that he swore he would never do, but the pain in his chest and the buzzing in his ears renders him to do so.

As Yoongi felt his eyelids getting heavier and heavier by the minute, and his arms can no longer support his body from falling completely on the ground; he decided to just let it go.

But when he did he felt a familiar pair of arms catching him just in time before the darkness took over him.

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Yoongi opens his eyes slowly and was suddenly blinded by the lights from above him. He squinted his eyes and adjusted his sight from it, and realizes that he was at the hospital.

There were various tubes connected to him and everything he sees is white - except for the fresh tulips on the table besides his bed.

He tried calling, or even speaking up but his throat is dry, making Yoongi think that he spent more than a day in this room.

Yoongi's head perks up as he hear voices just outside the door of his rooma but it was too muffled to even get a word from it so he just lay there, motionless.

Luckily, the door opens and in came Seokjin, holding a boquet of flowers. And with him was his brother Jungkook.

They were talking, or rather, whispering. And when Jungkook saw him with his eyes open, the younger gasps in shock.

"O-Oh you're awake!" his brother  excitedly quiffed, "I need to call the doctors!" he added and was ready to walk outside again when Yoongi speaks up.

"H-How long was i o-out?" he asked weakly even though the dryness of his throat hurts, making Jungkook stop on his tracks.

"Been 3 days," the younger answered and smiles sweetly, making his cheeks puff.

Reminding him of someone.

Yoongi sits up abruptly, startling Jungkook and Seokjin on his feat. Yoongi began trying to stepped down from his bed, and the two sprinted on his feet towards him.

"Yoongi - what?" Seokjin asked in a frantic pace while stopping him.

"D-Does mom knows!?" Yoongi asked with wild eyes, still breaking Jungkook's grasp on him.

"No Yoongi-hyung. Calm down,"

Yoongi indeed calmed down with Jungkook's words and let the two lay him down. He winced at the sudden pain surging through his body, and he instantly regret what he did.

"Oh dear." Jungkook stated as he took in a sight of Yoongi.

"T-Thank you J-Jungkook-ah," Yoongi said while looking at Jungkook, earning a slightly confused face from the two guys infront of him.

"All i did was stop you from stepping down on your bed but yeah ok you're welcome?"

Yoongi shakes his head.

"N-No, thank you for taking me to the hospital again"

Seokjin and Jungkook glanced at each other with Yoongi's statement, before Seokjin looks back at the blue-haired male.

"A-Ah Y-Yoongi?" Seokjin called with his tone full of nervousness, and Yoongi couldn't help but feel nervous as well.

"J-Jungkook wasn't the one who took you here," The eldest admitted, and Yoongi's blood suddenly ran cold.

"W-Who?" Yoongi asked with a shaking voice.

And his heart drops almost instantly and his face registered an expression like fear when Seokjin said his next words.

"It's Jimin."

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This fic will gradually take a full 360° turn woops.