Any worse?

"Your fault,"

Still Xander's Pov... Later that day
12:31 P.M.
     
        We didn't want to leave my sisters body on the woods. We brought it with us. Connor couldn't  believe his mate was dead. It was all my fault.

      I knew she was up to something, and still i did nothing. My parents are going to kill me. I don't know what ill do.

       

          ***Home***
      
      My step-mom was in the kitchen. Dad in his office, doing Alpha stuff i suppose.

     Mom was the one that came rushing towards us. Because of the smell of blood. She screamed and cried. Mom went to get near Em but Connor wouldn't  let her by growling.

      I couldn't move.

I just waited. "You," my mom said with such venom in her voice making me flinch. "I its your fault," her voice craked at the end. She was hurt i could see it. Its was her  daughter... my sister.

     "What's going on!" John (my dad) yelled feeling my moms emotions.

     "He killed our daughter," said mom with the same tone.

  My dad didn't move or say anything he just stared at my sisters bloody and motionless body. Not knowing what to do. *****************************************

       "So that's how everything happen?" my dad asked for the hundredth time. I explained everything  that happend. I could no longer see my mother. The way she looked at me.

        So much hater and disgust. Although she's my step-mom i love her like if she was.

   Marshal will always be my mom. Her place will never be taken. "Yes,"

       

       

   1:03 P.M.
       
        A bed. Pillow.  That's want i need.

  To forget about all this horrible day.

  To wake up from this nightmare.

  *Dream//Nightmare*
     Trees... Trees... And more trees. Everywhere. Where am i. I try to wake up. I can't. The moon is the only source of light. Full moon. Im in my wolf form.
     Its the same dream I've been having for the last couple years. Of my mate. I know its her. I can't take this feeling of me Like if she needed my help."Hello?"
"Someone?"
     Her waivy-long-brown hair and the most beeautiful blue eyes. She has the same cloths from every dream. "hey," she says in the sweetest voice. Same brused face... Some new.
    Someone hurts her, i know. The first time she saw me she was scared. Now she tells me her secrets. What her father does to her. Her older brother.
 
      She walked away. I followed her to a lake. I heard a low voice. I turned. Nothing.
   When i turned back to see my mate, she wasn't there. There was no moon. But there was light. I don't know from where. There's no sun. Th-The lake was red. Blood. I didn't have time to react or hit.
     The thing was draging me to the lake. My mate. It was my mate. It was her smell. But not her face. Much powerful. Stronger.
She sinked me in the lake.
Drawning me.
She killed me.
My mate... Killed me.                             
     *End of dream//                   Nightmare*