lucy decided to dye her hair in two colors, a split dye one side pink and the other side blue. the only problem was that she didn't have a place to do it until a friend of her said that she could do it at a friends house. she didn't know that friend but she still went. when she got there she met him, the boy that would change her life forever. his name was Jake, they became friends. after a few days lucy noticed that Jake was using drugs and he offered her something. it was a line of speed. she thought what could go wrong and tried it. but she took one line after another until she had to go home. she was planning to come back the next day, so when she got there he offered her something else, it was a pill but not just any pill it was xtc. at that moment jake and hayley became very close and started seeing eachother as brother and sister. until one day they were very gone, they kissed eachother but didn't think anything of it. a few weeks went by like that until one night. they got into a fight, lucy was done with it and was ready to leave, when she unlocked her bike he came running after her and pulled her into a hug. he said that he was sorry and that he didn't want her to leave because he didn't want to lose her. she decided to stay, a few hours later she needed to go home, when she arrived home she saw a message popping up on her phone, it was jake. in the message was written how jake felt about lucy, she didn't see it coming because she thought that he only liked boys, but it turned out that he was bisexual. she told him that she needed to think about it and he accepted that. the next day they took the car to make a road trip, when they stopped at a friends house lucy told kyle the friend that introduced lucy to jake that she also had feelings for jake. kyle played matchmaker and tried to get them to make a move. jake took the first step and asked her out, lucy said yes and they were very happy. at that time she still lived with her mom that was 2,5 hours away from were jake lived so she didn't see him very much, but every time she visited him they were so happy. a few weeks later he asked her to move in with him, she accepted. it went good for a few weeks until he started to change towards her. he became more distant, she couldn't hug him or kiss him that often anymore. he also started to pick fights with her. but everytime she forgave him, and everytimehe promised to change. they decided to stop using drugs, which made it even more difficult between them. jake was insulting lucy more and more and leaving late in the night to come back a few hours later. eventually she started to think that he was cheating on her. she became more alert on what he was doing and trying to hide, she went through his phone and noticed that he was messaging other guys on dating apps. she became very suspicious when he promised her to fuck but always had an excuse to not do it. the fights became more often until it happend everyday, and everyday she cried, and he didn't care until he went for a walk and came back, he always apologized to her and she still forgave him everyday. he broke up with her everyday, one day she called her mom to pick her up and packed her stuff to leave. they blocked eachother on social media. she sent his mother a text to explain why she wasn't with him and she also told her that she was still in love with him. his mother told him which led them to unblock eachother and they decided to talk it out. they got back together hoping it was all fixed. but he didn't change, he got worse and worse. one night he decided to go to his ex to work, he took the last train and said that he would fix a car to take him home. he left her and eventually texted her that he had to stay the night there, she was all alone in his house, he promised her that he would be home at six. when he didn't reply to her messages and calls she started to worry and started crying until he called her back two hours later to tell her that he had to work a little longer and was on his way to the train station. a few weeks went on like that. and then was the day that they were 2 months together, he asked her if he could talk to her so she became worried, she was scared he was going to break up with her again. but he wasn't breaking up with her, he told her that he didn't know how to tell her, he started to cry, she pulled him into a hug to comfort him, and thats when he told her that he cheated on her with his ex that one day. she forgave him. the day after they got into a fight because he was planning to go to a friend without her, but that friend was his ex fuckbuddy once, so she said that she was scared that he would cheat again but he became angry with her for even thinking that. she cried for a long time until he bursted out in tears and told her that he was sorry. she asked him to stop meeting other boys and he agreed. later that day he had to pick up a friend, but he first had to go to the gas station while he had been there six times that day. when he came back with their friend he told her the real reason why he went there so often, he told her that there was a cute boy working there that asked his number and that he was kinda attracted to him. he went to the gas station to ask the boys name and in the meantime she locked herself in the bathroom to cry. when he found out about that he was furious and blamed everything on her. she cried the whole night. he told her that he was leaving with a friend of his and that he would come back in three days, so she would be alone for all those days, and he was also gonna tell her if they would break up or not. a few hours later he had to bring their friend home and he would pack his stuff to leave after that. but he wasn't leaving. after sitting in silence for one hour he asked her what she wanted, if she wanted to proceed their relationship or break up. she told him that she wanted to proceed, because she still had hope that it would get better after they moved to another city, he agreed to stay together and she told him that there would need to change a few things, like stop meeting other people, the drugs had to stop and the fact that he had sugar daddies. he agreed to do that. the next day he asked for a break, she said that it would be very difficult for her to agree to it but she still did. a few hours later he said that he wanted to break up so she had to pack her stuff and leave. he asked her if she wanted a break again because he didn't want to end it all, she was so confused. she asked the neighbours that were her friends if she could spend the night at their place and they agreed. jake kept calling her and told her that he didn't want her to leave, she said that she also didn't want to leave. he asked if she still wanted to be together, and because she was so in love with him she agreed but she also told him that she was still sleeping at the neighbours place to give her mind a break. you see she was struggeling with borderline and the fight were to much for her. he agreed to that but he asked her if she wanted to hang with him in the evening to watch a movie together. she told him that she would be back in the evening. she kept her promise but the vibe was still off and they didn't watch a movie but they hang with a friend of them. when that friend left she decided to go back to the neighbours but he asked her to stay a little longer so he could be with her, so she did. after half a hour she went to the neighbours until she got a call from him, he asked her if she could help him to find his cards because he thought he lost them outside, when they were looking for 30 minutes he found them in the pocket of his jacket. he told her that he didn't lose them and that he only said that because he wanted to see her, he asked her if she wanted to sleep at his place again the next day. she told him that she would first see how the day would go and then decide. the next day went good until they got back home and he asked her if she could sleep at her friends place because a friend was coming over. she didn't trust it because he had cheated a few times on her behind her back. then he said that she could sleep at his place because he didn't want her to leave again.
