Unexpected

Chapter 1

I smiled awkwardly at Jai. It's been a few months, but i'm still nervous. I never knew why, but he was my world, and it wasn't fair for me to be nervous. It's like our relationship is a prison. We don't do anything. Maybe, maybe.. that will change.

"Stop it, Jai!" I said in between giggles.
"No!" He replied, tickling me.
"If we don't finish decorating this tree, my mom is going to kill me. Please, Jai."
"Alright, alright Taylor. For your mooommm."
I smiled as we hung up the rest of the ornaments on the Christmas tree.
"I'm scared." I said, really fast, maybe too fast. I don't know, I didn't know.
"What?" He gave me a weird, full of oh-she-is-so-sad look.
"I'm scared.." I said, a little more slowly.
"Of what, Taylor?"
I shrugged.
"I guess, i'm scared that your going to break up with me."
"What's so bad about that?" He joked.
"Many things..." I started.
"Especially, I feel like it's going to be on a special day."
"Taylor..There is no special day coming up, i'm sure your birthday isn't here yet."
"What are you saying?"
"Taylor.."
"Stop saying my name is every sentence." I stared at him.
"Okay, look. What i'm saying, is if that day ever comes, it isn't going to be on a special day, or a holiday."
He pulled me close to him and put his head on my shoulder.
"Don't ever, and I mean ever. Ever, think that would happen. Your all mine, okay?" His breath tickled my ear.
"O-okay.."

I drove by all the places, we use to hang out getting wasted. I thoug-
I answered my phone, since I heard my ringtone, 'Amnesia' by Five Seconds of Summer.
"Yello?" I asked.
"Hey, it's Jai."
"Why the blocked number?"
"Oh, yeah.. I'm making a call on someone else phone, and they uhh, said to use restricted."
"Oh, okay." I felt relieved.
"But anyways.. I uh, can't make it to your place tonight."
"Oh, can your family?"
"Taylor.. you don't get it." he said a bit harshly.
I remembered yesterday, how it was all sweet. Now it's all... wrong?
"Jai, ar-are you okay? You never act like this."
"Just shut up, and listen for once."
"Jai.. I'm going to go. I dont feel comfortable."
"Whatever, but remember that."
I hung up and set my phone down.
My mom walked into the kitchen.
"Hey, Tay. Everything okay?" I looked down.
"Yeah, I uh, just have to talk to someone." I went outside into my backyard and dialed Renee's number.

My doorbell rang, and I sprung down the hallway to get it.
"My room."
I motioned towards my room, and they nodded. I waited for them to disappear to my room, and grabbed 2 cokes and chips.
"So... You needed to talk?"
"Yeah, Jai called me restricted today."
"THat's not so bad,"
"Yeah, it sounds okay.. But the things he said."
"What did he say, Taylor? Did it even sound like him? Something, he, would say?"
I looked at her, and a tear strode down my cheek.
"The words," I started.
"They were so harsh."
"Mmhmm... Continue."
"The things he promised he'd never say, the tone he had..."
"Taylor, i'm sure he was upset."
"But you don't get it, Ray."
"I do get it, though."
"Ray..No, you don't."
Now, many tears were streaming down my cheeks.
"I don't know anymore. He never said those things..But now, he has.."
I looked at her.
"It's okay, Tay. I'm sure he will call to apologize in no-time. Just make sure whatever he says, seems like him."
I nodded.
"I have to go, now. Family reunion. If you need anything, call me. If I don't answer, voice mail and then text me, alright?"
I nodded again. I had no words. I don't think I ever will.

My phone vibrates in my pocket, and I pulled it out.
Babe 😍💟☺🔥 is calling.
I picked it up.
"Hello?" He asked, confused.
I coughed to signal I was there.
"Look about earlier."
I hung up. I don't want to talk about earlier. I text him.
'Jai. I think we should break up.'
'Taylor, no.'
'Yes Jai. I-i'm sorry.'
I deleted his contact and cried into my pillow. When Ray was over, this would've never happened. I just made the biggest mistake of my life.
I know I did.
'Ray, we need to talk.. But only texting, you see... Explain later."

A/n OOH WHOS RAY!?! Boy or ggirl comment what you think even tough the answer is written a MILLION times. so yeah, hope ya likes it :*
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