Whole life I was alone
But never felt like this before
Now also...I'm All alone
But I'm feeling lonely more and more
he said I like u bcoz of you
Wanna say I dont feel same for u
somehow I escaped...
I don't trust u..I said
He said..Give me a chance to prove
my brain told to my heart 'move move'..
I have chosen my parents again
Letting all my girly dreams in rain
I wanted to give him a chance
I wanted to love and dance
For the first time I felt so..
But I let all my dreams flow
he is true one I know
don't wanna let him go
His words left a mark...
His attitude touched my heart
I will remain stubborn
'Hiding my tears' I hv to learn
I'm afraid of pain
"Courage" I have to gain
I know I'm so weak
Bcoz I don't wanna freak
freak, if I get hurted after giving my heart...
Bcoz then I won't b able to to stay apart...
I'm tough to handle
I'm rough, so tangled
Messed up with my own feelings
I wanna become busy in healing
I have accepted I hv to live alone
no one can love a moron..
I will do what makes others happier
I will keep myself busy for career
Dunno why I'm writing this poem
Its all about my future fiction...
The guy here is an imaginory boy
He doesn't exist..I feel , dunno why??
I wish it will remain an imagination
bcoz I'm happy alone and single in my nation... :-)
