Love? [Countryhumans School AU]

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Germany casually didn't sleep this night. The stuff that happened between Russia and him is concerning him way to much. 
Sometimes he's really lovely, gentle and sensitive to him. But in the next moment he's being a dick to him.
>>Why..? What's wrong with him..? Why can't he decide how he want to be to me? I slept with him.. But what am I to him..? A slut or just a toy..? Or am I just a person who he can let out his fellings..?<< Ger didn't know it.
He needed to get his head clear.
So he stood up and got dressed.
The short guy went outside. It's really nice out there. He went on a walk to an small Park where he laid down on the grass. He always does that, when I need to get his mind clear. He looked up to the sky and got lost in his thoughts. When someone tapped him on his shoulder, he was brought back to reality.
"There are you, Germany..." someone said.
Ger fells like he got pranked. Why is Russia always there were he his? How does he do that??
He sat up and looked at the Russian. "what do you want?" He asked. "Well... I have to give you the shit we did in school. Those assignments.. You weren't there yesterday. At first I went to your home, but you wasn't there. Than I thought that you're maybe here because your always here.." Rus said. He sounded different as usual. more friendly and kinda shy.
Germany only nodded. He really didn't care what Russia had to say.
" And... We have to do a group project... Together." "For real?! Does it have to be like that?!" Ger hissed. "Ugh... Yes. The Teacher assigned the groups.. So we dont really have a choice.." He tried to justify himself and sat down next to Germany, who sighed, "Well I now have the school assignments. So you can go now."
"But... No. I don't want to go." The taller one said. "But I want you to go." Ger answered in a slightly lounder tone.
Russia didn't said anything and just wrapped his armed around the German, who immediately knocked him of.
Rus looked at the ground. "I ruined everything... I don't have a chance anymore.." he said disappointed.
Ger looked at him but without making a face.
"I don't know why I did that to you... I don't know why I was so bad to you... Maybe it was my self hate and I didn't know how to compensate it... Germany.. I am so sorry..."  Rus said, "Ger.. I really, really like you and... I didn't know how to show it to you... I didn't had to rape you.. I just made everything worse with that.. My shitty behavior towards you and everything I had ever done to you... I regt it and I can understand if you hate me now.."
Silence.
" Russia... I could never hate you.. Even if I said I would.. Than it  wouldn't be true.. I just fell to much in love with you.. But maybe I had to show you my true feelings as well.." Ger said after a while. The Russian just looked at him. I didn't said any word. He just looked in Germanys eyes and got closer and closer to him. And finally, he kissed him. Almost automatically, Ger returned the kiss.
This time, it felt right. Not forced.
It was a beautiful long kiss and after some time Russia broke the kiss, still looking in Ger's eyes.
"Germany... I love you.." Rus breathed against his lips.
Ger had to smile immediately. "I love you too.." he answered and kissed him again. This time, the Russian kissed back with a simle and this was the most beautiful thing that happen after a while.

🌺The End🌺