You might think me trapped now but no, I wasn't. Know why ? Cause I knew that she'll ask me this if I remain silent. Though this was an online conversation so less hectic for me to manage. I believe in honesty with people who are important to me so I didn't want to make it false from the beginning only as I knew very well how fatal a dishonest relationship can prove. So said the truth
"Yes"--
She maintained silence which I knew she'll do. I also gave time and didn't want her to make false hopes. She asked
"Who's she ?"
"A girl was there"
Now again the past tense was to give her a relief from negative thoughts but partially. Actually, the 'girl' was really not in a position to type that sentence in present tense.
"Not there now ?"
This question troubled me as in an online conversation I cannot properly describe her about that. On the other hand, if I don't describe that, then she might think like I'm hiding something as I am shy to express but the actual thing wasn't that. I was not hiding anything as I strongly believe that in order to make a bond, the binding stones are trust loyalty and honesty. Still, I was able to feel her too at that point.
"Well, she was never there but still she'll forever be"---
Sounds confusing right ? Well yes, the actual scenario was like that only. And as I always had an habit of confusing people through my words, the reply was not an exception. Perhaps she was also confused to listen to what I just said. Still, I wanted to see what she gets from my reply.
"One sided ?"
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An Ode To My Aphrodite
RomanceThis novel is going to be continued in parts as I cannot include everything directly which might kill the interest and emotive power of the writing. If people like it, I'll try to publish the parts soon. Give it a read for a Thrilling Romantic Drama...
